Monkey King is back !

2006-06-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hey ... I'm back and my new blog site is ...

http://j-munki.blogspot.com

2006-04-23T17:59:00.000+08:00

I know it's been a really long time since i blogged yeah . Sorry for my regular readers , been quite busy lately so ... many many apologizes !! Don't know got shoot for how many billion times already ..

So on the 14th till 16th , i've been traveling to Pahang . Hehe .. to the kandang babi that i've been looking forward to see with my eyes . It's been a great vacation there . Just that i don't think 3days is enough for me . Since i have yet to try all the delicacies there . Haha ...

Hopefully will have another chance in the future to get to the place again ... but this time , a longer period !!

Then on the 19th , went to island cafe to celebrate birthday again . Yeah yeah , 20th is Terrance's birthday !! Hehe .... getting older again luuu ... It's been a great night overall . Taking pictures like nobody's business . And you know what ? We've been such a regular customer there . Even the waiter/waitress recognise us well , we should be getting our discount cards !

Ooo ... yesterday had an appointment with owig , ducig and ziraphig . Too bad that ziraphig ain't able to join us . He went to Utar to inquiry informations .. Le le le ... left the 3 of us there ... bla bla bla and crapz !

As for today ... big big day . Gotong royong looo !! House is almost finished revovated . Just left the karaoke room now i guess . So far am satisfied with the new renovation . Though the house is so empty ... but soon ... here I come Ikea !! Le le le ~

Later will post some pictures ... as for now ... continue to clean house first ! Gambateh-yo !

2006-04-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

From most left clockwise ~ Terrance / Eugene / Jason / Terence / Jeremy / Lewis / Birthday Boy / Brad / Fred / Ivan ~ ... One Happy Family ~ Hahhaa ....

Err ... Jeremy in Action !! bLLluueEerrkk ~

Yes Yes ~ The birthday cake i'm talking bout !! The turtle ! Heheh ... thanks to that Terence le ! Somemore get me 2big 2small candles .. I'm just 20 not 22 lor !! Hoho ~ SuperChannel [V]

HOho .. yumcha at Asia Cafe .. damn 38 anot ? = ="

My buddies ~ lalala ~ 4 Caps at the back 3 cute at the front .. Ehem !!

Today I'm so happy so happy so happy ! Know why ? Lalala ... Cause I had been dibabikan ~

2006-04-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

Haha .. can't sleep le ~ Why ah ? Too happy ? Too excited ? Lolz .. PerHapZ ~

Ho ho ho ... today is the big day for both of my friend ! Happy 20th birthday to Joe !! Old liao luu .. Take care horr ~ Another is Hory .. happy 17th birthday .. You also big boy liao laaa ! All the best wishes for both of you ya .

Ate a burger just now . Was too hungry so went to get one burger ayam again . Haha .. I know it's not healthy but it was late night . What to expect huh ? Takkan go 7/11 get bread or cup noodles ma ! Hmmm ...

Was checking on the Final Fantasy XII ... oh man ~ Awesome .. Can't wait for it . Really really like the storyline and the new battle system . It's still in the ATB system but more to real time battle . Just like how Final Fantasy XI work ... Cool ~ August August !!

2006-04-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

Yayaya , kena shooting again . Say how lazy I am to blog le . What what .. I'm bloggin now ! Haha ..

Been a goody two shoe boy recently . Haha ... staying home and sleep . Yeap , that's my job . Being a FULL-time slacker ! Ho ho ho ... don't be jealous .

So just now I was so hungry . Drove out to get burger ayam biasa . First time getting burger from that stall . Fuiyoh ... got one cute malay guy . Haha ... Now now , those malays like to call us chinese Ah Jai don't they ? It reminds me during my national service days . Haha ... Most of my malay friends there called me Ah Jai too .. some even call me Jackie Jai .. Lolz ... Miss those days ~

Now ate 2 of the burgers . Feel a bit better lark .. yeap a bit only ... If want to get full , maybe get a dozen gua .. Ga ga ga ~ What am I doing now ? Slacking around ... watching my brother playing his Kingdom Hearts 2 and me ? Counting bulu and burning Cds . Yeah ~~

2006-04-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Currently riding in KTM and having no idea of what to do . So I thought since I'm so free , I might as well blog . Hahaha ... this really shows how lazy I am huh ?

Early in the morning I heard people calling outside my house but I was half-conscious so I just ignored it . But as time pass by the voice gets louder . " Ohhh goodness ... " I thought to myself . It was those workers who came ! Haha ... they have been waiting there for around 30 minutes . Hahaha ... The guy who kept yelling for us just stare at me and laugh evilly . Was quite embarrased with myself . What to do ... I'm TOO tired !!

After letting them in for the construction work , I went back to my bed and ... YA !! zzzzzZZ ~ Ho ho ... Then around 10am , got a call . A call to wake me up from my laziness . Lolz ... At first yeah , I thought to myself that I will wake up but then after few minutes ... I TERsleep again ! Padan muker ... This time around I woke up at 11am . Then went to clean up myself and packed a fried kuey-teow for my brunch .

Did nothing much in the afternoon . Just the same old same old routine . My brother went out today to paktoh and later evening , dad came back . Finally , someone fixing the door for our room now ! Ho ho ho ... Thanks to papa .

However , something drastic happened today . Was searching for a crackfile for my friend today . I knew that it will be full of spyware ... but what I'm not aware of was that this laptop's NAV06 was already outdated !! Lolz ... As I was searching for the file , BAAAM !! Just a balloon pop out on my below right screen . Saying my pc is in high risk danger . Blablabla ... EE ooo Eee ooo eE oOoO ... Terkena spyware . At first it was still okay . But as time goes by , the virus get nastier !! Unable to do anything with my laptop . Once switched on , it just hanged there at the window . Click click click ... but won't budge a move . ARggg .... Then I told Owig bout it and he asked me to use the restore system that is originated in this Vaio laptop . So yeah , my last resort .... but with another risk too ! This laptop belongs to my papa ... filled with insurances data . Yet I'm unable to do anything ... just ... use that restore system and delete everything in partition C . Hmmm ... At least now I'm able to use it like before ... just that files are lost without backup . So now my question is ... is it possible to retrieve those data that had been deleted ? Though I know the answer but maybe there's just another solution .

Anyway , hopefully I won't get nagged by papa . = ="

As for now , I'm on the way to Midvalley for movie . My friend got these free tickets for the preview of 8 Below . Hooo hooo ... but I know gonna miss someone =)

Okie let me give some feedback on Eight Below . Its a movie bout those sled dogs used by the Antarctic explorers . Doggies include the only female Maya aka the leader , old Jack , Max , Shadow , Shorty , Truman , Dewey and Buck !
At first I thought it was just another boring movie but wait ... I really did enjoy till the end . And ya , I end up tearing ... too touching ! As for Brad zai and Terrance zai ... they cried worst than me . Lolz ...

After movie ... fuiyorrr those 38 people ! Wanna sing K at My Ktv in Midvalley . Haha !! Geng mou ... 12 am - 3 am !! But it was funny .. first time sing k with them . Nice ..

After sing K , everyone got sooooo hungry and went to Steven's Corner at Pandan Indah for ... midnight supper ? Eventhough the clock shows 3.45am ... but that place was crowded ! It is really a very famous place huuh ...

Went to Brad's place to overnight . Sleep with that 68 Terrance while Brad playing his dota till 7am I guess . As for us , we woke up at 9am getting ready for our plan . Terrance had to go for part time job at South City Plaze ... and me continue to sing k with my NS friend !! Hu hu ...

Today took alot 38 picture with them . Have to wait for sometime before getting hands on those picture . Reach home around 7pm . Chatted for a while and went to nap . Was tooooooooooo tired and exhausted ! Haha ....

After napping ... I am here ! Lolz ...

2006-04-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

Thursday and Friday was rather ordinary . Been a good good boy by staying at home . As expected , sleep till the sun ass-burning !! Woke up and took lunch . Then online ps2 online ps2 . Lolzzz ...

However yesterday was quite interesting . Yaya .. " INTERESTING " ... I'm sure you know who am I talking bout hor ...

Then yesterday around 3.30pm went over to section 16 near the RHB bank cause WH said he wanna pass me my present . So I wait wait wait lor .. Maner tau that fella terlambat ... Waited 30minutes because the bus he took was very slow . Then he pass me my present and also refuel's present together with his ' lil chick' biscuit = gai jai beng from Perak ! Haha ...

After settling everything , went over to WH house to 38 and went back after dinner .

At night , was not feeling quite well . Keep wanted to throw out ... so rest quite early . Then woking up at midnight and saw that owig and ducig still chatting . So I join them for awhile before continuing my sleep .

Ho ho ~ Selfmade cake by Gary gor gor !! Haha ... Thanks alot lorrr ... Really nice to eat lehhh ~ !! So hang fuk ..

Ohhh ... Poslaju's present ... A birthday present from Jia Jia ... One simply and big enough to see geh card . One Xmas bear and one shirt . Lolz ~

HAHAHA ... WH punye present . Wrapper also puppy ... inside also puppy .. Geng lor

2006-03-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

I don't think anyone will wanna see me crapping all the way here right ? Cause if you want I'm pretty sure I could just crap for few hours . Hu hu hu ~ But I won't .. mostly gonna upload pictures and just some quick feedback ~

No idea why but I took this bottle back home lor ! ESPrit Passion Fruit drink from Secret Recipe .. Not bad not bad ~

Y o y o y o ~ This is one of the four birthday cakes I received this year ... This was bought by Chi Chung , Mun Choon and Ying Yin ~ Thankssss yaaa ~ Nice ! But one thing , if you look carefully at the name of the birthday boy ... DENG !!! = ="

Ho ho ~ Another bouquet of lilies for me ! Very nice of Mun Yee to buy this . Previously was bought by Leo and now ... hehehe ~

So this is Mun Yee who bought me the flowers ! But wait ... I am not focusing on her ! Tried to take picture of my car there but lost focus only !! Lolz ... = =

" Thank you thank you for all my fans that has been supporting me all along . Thanks to my family member who are always being so encourage ... to all my friend .. blablabla ~ "
Don't pui here pui there okay ?

The 3 musketdogger !! Left by Leo , Middle by Freddie and Alvin , Right by Ah JieJie ~!! Hopefully by next mating season will have more ya !! Hu hu ...

This is rather .. funny !! Haha ... gift from Ivan and Terrance !!! Got one card lor .. inside card horrr .. got one small pocket one maa .. then horrr they insert dom dom inside ! Ultra thin somemore !! Yerhhh ... for what ??
Then somemore got a nature loving wrapper for that beautiful box . Got a crystal bracelet ... not bad eh ~

Fuiyoorrr !! This present arhh ... make me kinda speechless lorrr ... Why ? Let us see the next picture ....

Macro effect on .. still blurr .... but look properly lor !!! Arggg ....

Lalalalaaaa ... A present from Jolene ... that mouse pointer ~ Lolz !!! Nice horr ? I like that mouse pointer too ... see it everyday at my monitor ! Ho ho ho ~

Ohhhhhh ... this present ahh ? Aiyoooorrr ... couldn't say much . Cause it's the one I love most ! Hehehe ... A monitor cleaner , a Kelly Clarkson's single CD , a plaster , a herbal tea , a self-made card and ... ta da ~~ ~~ A tissue !!! Lolz ... got someone's CK's deodorant ! Fuiyorrr ...

My dad ? He gave me Rm200 ... Lolz ... What can I say bout this year's birthday ? It's really great . From the bottom of my heart ... I'm very happy . Especially today ... it's not because of how many presents or wishes I received ... though that is a very great gift to me !! But then ... it's because of yesterday starting from 12pm untill 4.50pm .. Though it's a short period but then ... my heart smiles all the moment it came . Just could wish it could stay longer !! Haha ..

Oh ya , thanks to Brad P and the big big gang for celebrating for me on 28th ~ Nice having you guys around . Thanks for making me laugh like a freak and ... vomitted !! Lolz !!

So much people I wanted to thank for this time ... It's great having all your wishes/sms/calls/presents/celebration ! Thanks !!!

Especially one bunch of my crazy friends . My national service friends . They came all the way ... its cause of me !! Ya alaaaa .... 2 years since I last saw them and ya ... I'm so excited to meet them back on my birthday !! What a gift eh ~ ? Hiheihe ...

Okie laaa ... very tired already . Don't want crap so much . Going to sleep now . So happy until can't sleep !! As for now ... I hope that mid-April comes faster ! Ho ho ho ...

(^^,)

Before that let you see something yaaaa ....

No need to doubt ... it's my new haircut on my birthday !! Haha ... Hoi hoi ... i want feedback !! Monkey ? Or Good ???

2006-03-28T16:08:00.000+08:00

Funny .. my mood wasn't that well . Feeling rather akward . I guess that ... when you hurt someone that you love intentionally or unintentionally ... you not only feel guilty ... you feel bad . Yeah ... I tried not to think too much but just it keeps linger in my mind . Weird huh ? Maybe I am far away from heading towards maturity , not only in life but love as well . Hope that after a long snoring sleep , I will be alright again when I woke up . Hopefully my 'fur' will not get burndown by the early sun .

Today , I received another 2 birthday gifts . Both girls are my good friends . One gave me a necklace and another gave me a dozen of lilies , which is one of my favourite flowers . Sweet and nice . It's so 38 that my friend keep holding the flower and took some pictures . Even me ... I have to pose for the pictures with the flower on .
Thanks ya for the present . I really like it alot ...

After that went to mechanics to transfer my car CD player from the Pajero to my Wira . Cost around Rm125 ... Lolz ~ At least now am able to listen to my own Cds' =)

Friend called me and we were 38-ing in the convo . It was rather funny and weird of what he told me ! Haha ... It is .... one word though .. surprised !! Lalalala ~

After the convo , straight away went back home . Had a little chitchat in Msn . Then I was really tired so I took a nap at 6.30pm .. yeah it was so called nap but I slept till 8.30pm lorr ... Can't wait for Wednesday ... Haihehaiaa Gagaga ~

2006-03-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

Geram betul lark yesterday night . I finished up blogging already . All that is left was just clicking the Publish Post tag . I already knew that my touch-mouse was rather ... cacated ! Somehow it will automatically click the Back button . As you all know , right after clicking the Back button ... everything will be cleared and emptied again if you did not save the previous post . Yeahhhhh !!! Great horrrr ?? Excellent job blogger.Com ~ ! So I'm not going to blog as how I blog yesterday . Just gonna short it up ...

Anyhow ... saturday was an exciting day for me . Went to KLCC to meet up someone . After he went for his 'shopping' , we are back to Sunway Pyramid . Took our dinner right at Kim Gary ! Wasn't feeling well that time . Having inflammation at my gums and spreading to my throat . Having a hard to enjoy my meal ya ..

After dinner , went back home and did nothing . Just onlining and Ps2-ing . Haha ... Can't expect much . My house is still under constructing . Only one room are available ...

Around 11.50pm , Kuan Shien requested me to fetch him from KTM . Well , since someone's girlfriend came all the way from Pangkor to find him , of cause they will go pak toh toh one larkkk .. but very the cantik ... until so late and ask me fetch them pulakk ... Accompanied them for supper too till 1 am .

Sunday morning ... Sweet ...

Okie .. Was feeling rather exhausted on Sunday . After eating bubur ayam McD at Sogo ... straight away went back home and ....

~ ZZZzzzzzzz ~

2006-03-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

24th March 2006 :-

Had a very funny feeling upon waking up . Smiling all the way for no reason . =)

Went to wash some dirty clothes since I'm not having any more clothing to wear . Else , I'm gonna end up walking around the house naked . Yaya ... elephant dancing !!
>.<" Then , I just ironed up some of my shirts that I planned to wear on Saturday and the days after that . Am really having no more outing clothes left . Just some old rugged shirts . Sweatss ... Leo called up and asked me if I wanted to join them to Sg.Wang . Saying that Freddie wanted to get a new mobile . Great !! It was so packed in the car . I sat at the front seat . 4 at the back . Leo was driving . Freddie , Mun Yee , Pui Yee and one more gold hair guy ... which I don't know who ... came together . That Kam Yu Lou rupanye tumpang car only . Alamak ... nak go Midvalley jumpe girlfriend wor ! Ate lunch at this restaurant near Sg.Wang . Ya ... cheap and nice ! Just some "Big-Fry" .. LolZ ... direct translation of Dai Chau ! Haha ... Then went to this Motorola shop to get Fred's new mobile . Bought liao loo ... so happy lark him . Now finally got gigibiru mobile . Finally can transfer songs liao . Haha ... After that , it's Mun Yee's turn to get her pair of shoes . Then they also went to bought some birthday presents for their friends . Lalala ... feel so weird . Everyone bought some stuffs and I just tumpang jalan with them .

Ate our dinner at Asia Cafe ... yeah .. again !! Hmmm ... had some talking there too . Well , at least it's a chance to knew them much better than before . It's a good thing to spend some time with your good friends . =) Talking bout friends ... ermm ... it was our topic for the day .

Friends ... new friends do come everyday but never forget the old ones . Friends are like our internet connection . We still live even we don't have internet access . Yet it's recommended and it's much more beneficial if we are able to access to the internet right ? Or maybe just like hair ... won't be dying with or without hair . But botak ? It's a No No to me !! Must have hair on my head ... so I can comb my hair to look like apet ! Also in our life , we don't really get that intimate friends or so called " sei dorng " which also means soulmate . It's very rare we have these friends .

Someone that we can rely on .

Someone that we can trust in .

Someone that we can share with .
Someone that we can walk together in this long journey of ... Life .

We should really appreciate everyone around us . We will never know when they might leave us , which certainly one day they will . And certainly its just a matter of time . It's the hardest moment to depart with someone you feel so strong with . Obviously , it never feltgood . As in ... it always end up in tears rather than laughter right ? Haha ...

There is always time before we looked back and regret =)

I m so hair pee now that I do not feel tired . So I thing I will start crapping now . Oh ya , be four that ... one two up load some pigture first . Since got babi said it is work king now . So I m go wing to try now . Ja ja ja ~

Me !! At Sky-Sea Seafood Restaurant ... dekat Telokong tu !

My birthday cake dari Baskin Robin ! Syiokkk ~

Me !! Cutting the cake !! Lala .. being a ZLK freakooo ~

Lilies !! My favourite flowers ... tulips are nice too ~ Weee ...

Unable to open it .. kena tunggu sampai 29th March !! Haha ...

This is nice !! I like it ... puppy !!! Nice to see nice to hold ... once you touched , considered ho ho ho ... merry xmas ! ELeh ... like copy someone pulak ...

So so so ... These are my very first batch of presents this year ! Thanks ya guys ... anymore ? Lala ... Crapping now ...

Since so free ... let me do some favourite chart listing ! It's number has no special meant of it . It is not arrange in order of most favourite ...

Top 10 Most Listen Chinese Artist ~
1. Janice Wei
2. S.H.E
3. Angela Zhang
4. Cyndi Wang
5. Nicholas Teo
6. Stefanie Sun
7. Jay
8. Lee Hom
9. Jocie Guo
10. Will Liu

Top 9 Foods ~
1. Nasi Lemak
2. Tomyam Soup
3. Curry Laksa Soup
4. Chicken Rice
5. Spaghetti
6. Cheese Cakes
7. Chocolates
8. Takoyaki
9. Siew Bao

Top 8 Clothing Brands ~
1. Philosophy
2. Seeds
3. Topshop
4. Zara
5. G2000
6. Giordano
7. Soda
8. WC

Top 7 Drinks ~
1. Neslo Ice
2. Ice Lemon Tea
3. Honey Dew Milk
4. Carrot Milk
5. Chinese Tea
6. Teh Si
7. Green Tea

Top 6 Anime ~
1. Naruto
2. Tsubasa Chronicles
3. XXX Holics
4. Full-Metal Alchemist
5. Fruit Basket
6. Hunter X Hunter

Top 5 Awaiting Game ~
1. Final Fantasy XII
2. Suikoden V
3. King of Fighters : Maximum Impact 2
4. Kingdom Hearts 2
5. God of Wars 2

Top 4 Animals / Pets ~
1. Puppies
2. Piglets
3. Monkeys
4. Racoon

Top 3 Most Anticipating Movie ~
1. Memoirs of a Geisha
2. Final Destinations'
3. Resident Evils'

Top 2 Online Games ~
1. Final Fantasy XI series
2. World of Warcraft

THE Cutest Person ~
ONLY ONE which is ME !!

2006-03-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

Ya allaa .. today kena tembak again . Saying how lazy am I to blog ! Tsk tsk ... not I tak mau . Cumer I forgotten ! Tak samer lar !

Tuesday , 21st of March year 2006 : -

It's quite a day for me . I can say it's my early-official birthday celebration . Together with me was Leo , Alvin and Mun Yee . Yeah , that bitchy Freddie play aeroplane with me ! Deng !!! Anyway , we went to Redbox at sunway during the Happy Hours . We came early around 11.30am so we had a 30minutes free . Which I don't think its sufficient ...

Tak perlu I cakap banyak , masuk kat Redbox mesti arh nyanyikan ? Well , most of the time or should I say ... except than the BSB's "Incomplete" and Peterpan's "Mungkin Nanti" ... Mun Yee , Leo and I sang all the way . Poor Alvin gotta be our fans for our very own Malaysia's L.M.J's Mini-concert !! Lolz ~ Wanted to say S.H.E but don't want to ruin their reputation so ...

Finished at 3pm and we walked out to Baskin Robin . They bought me a chocolate vanilla ice-cream cake ! Woo hooo ... small and expensive but ~ very worth it . Really plate and fork licking good . Haha !!

4pm - we reached at Galaxy at SS15 . Yeah !!! It's our second round for karaoke-ing ! Crazy mou ? Lolz ... It's really hilarious seeing how the 3 of us kept singing S.H.E's songs pretending we were them . We also used that method to sing alot of other songs ! Hehe ...
Siape nak datang to our coming mini-concert har ? Well , I think free seating also takde orang one . = ="

We were supposed to end at 7pm but no one came in to budge us . So we continue to sing , sing and sing . Around 8.30pm only we sampai hati to put down our microphones . Lalala ~
Then we went to dinner at Asia Cafe . Lepas tu baru balik ...
Oh yeah , Mun Yee called me crazy freak cause I still continue to sing in the car and during dinner time . Lolz ... I memang giler one . 24/7 walking-radio . Hehe ~ Tu la ... someone gave me this nickname !

Then as for these 2 days , nothing much happened . Cumer online ps2 online ps2 online ps2 . Lolz ... with the super-hot enviroment ... I'm gonna get really sick soon . Dah la I got this ulcer 'tumbuh' near the place where I pluck off that wisdom tooth . Very the cantik punye ulcer ! Lolz ...

Woi woi ... why I can't upload pictures neh ?? Yerhhh .. tak guner punye blogger !!

2006-03-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

Memang betul aku dah jadi malas baru baru nie ... ish ish ~ ape bleh buat ? Cumer aku belajar dari orang lain je . Tak salah kan ?

Anyhow , could say that I celebrated my first-most-early birthday last saturday . Leo and his sister together with Gary brought me to Galaxy at Puchong . It's really worth the money . RM9.90 with buffet somemore . We were supposed to sing till 3pm but since there are no one stopping us , we sang till 4pm ! That was due to my father's call ! He asked me to reach back home earlier since today we'll have a reunion dinner . Took some funny pictures but Gary is yet to send me any of them !!! Gagaga = ="

My tooth started to ache again when I was back home . Wanted to go for a checkup but its already 6pm . Sudah tutup dah !! Saru betul ~
Most of my relatives came around that time and yeah ... as expected ...
" Hey Jackie !!! How was it ??? "
Lolz ...

My mood was really bad that moment as my tooth aches badly . So my sister brought me to pharmacy and get some painkiller medicines . Well , it helped me alot to relief my pain . So went to this place near Telokong . It's kinda famous for the seafood and its very affordable price .
~ Sea-Sky Seafood Restaurant ~ * Lam Hoi Hoi Sin Jau Ga *
>.<" Let me recall what I ate...

2 plates of vegetables
a plate of Hokkien Mee with seafood
4 kg of crabs
Japanese snails
Lalah * Such word exist ? Well , at least everyone knew what it is ! *
Steam fish
Fried fishmeat with benjol
Juk Tan * No idea what it's called in english but its shaped like bamboo with meat in it !! nice one ... *

So that's it . Just cost around Rm20 per head . Nice !!! Nyummm ... after that sister bought some icecreams for us . Lolz ... feels like going back to childhood ! Love it ...
Oh ya , before everyone leave . Godmum was talking something bout brokeback mountain . When I told someone , just kept laughing ! = ="

As for Sunday , I don't recall so much at all ! Weird ... I guess I was playing game and onlining whole day . Really can't remember . * Sweating * >.<" OHHHhhh !!! All of a sudden ... EHEM !! I remembered ... I was supposed to go to Lee Hom signatured event ! Yet I end up painting house . Kesian betui ...

Then Monday was rather a busy day . Went to Monash / Sunway / MMU and Lim Kok Wing to get some informations . Yeah , LKW is just side one . Went there to check out the place . It's so paradise !! If only I could get in ...

I went to dentist in the evening to check up . Had my wisdom tooth pluck out and yeah .. it was rather painful . Unlike other tooth which I had tried ... its mostly painless . But this is killing me somehow . Even now , when the injection is weaken , feeling so uncomfortable . Well , hope it recover as soon as possible !!

Will be celebrating my second early birthday later !! Yeah ~ Will be going to Redbox and Mun Yee said she want me to sing for 6hours !! Geez ... butta betullll !!! Giler one ... want me get muted ar ??? Lalala ... Anyway , will miss someone badly today ! Hmmph ... that's all lark . I want to sidai myself now . * Sai Yuet Gong * * Blink Blink *

Well , to be honest . I feel very happy nowadays . No idea why but I could just smile suddenly for no reason . I'm glad that finally , I began to feel the happiness in my heart .
=)
Wahh ... so much to blog one . But horr ... not enough time . Kinda tired now . Goodnight people ... Ummmm ... ~

2006-03-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the very important day for me and all other STPM candidates of year 05 . Could not sleep well the whole night fearing that I might not even pass . Did not do much in the early morning , just went online and yeah ... saw some of my friends onlined too . No doubt , everyone was asking each other about their feelings and blablabla ...

I get prepared as I will be going at 11 sharp . Along with me was Kuan Shien , one of my bestest buddy during and after school . Silence . That's all I could feel throughout the journey to school . Funny that I'm having a lil shivering when I'm driving . I guess it's common for anyone at all on a day like this huh ?

There were plenty of cars parked outside and so I did the same too . As my friend and I were walking to the school hall , saw lotsa of our friends . Yeah , chitchatted and blablabla ... Yet the most important thing was that everyone came to congrat my best buddy !! Why ?? He is one out of the three students who get 4 flat in our school . We only have less than 100 STPM pupils in our school so I guess 3 4 flats and around 10+ of 4 A's students does consider good . My friend was shocked alright . Thinking that everyone played him .

Okie , most of my friends were in the hall holding their certificate already .

>> Fast Forward >>

* Nothing much happening just some scary scary feelings when opening my cert *

So my results were not alright . Just as I thought . What I could say is that hardwork pays . Whatever effort you put in will be written in the certificate . As for me , I guess it's alright . Not really okay but I can accept what I get . It's already over now ...

I received alot of smses and calls asking me regarding my results . Thanks everyone for the care .

Jolene and Ying Yin followed me back home to borrow the internet connection . Later on , Esmond and Caroline came by too . They just wanted to search for the courses in universities and stuffs .

This is the website that we are looking at by the way . It's really helpful .

www.kexijifen.com
www.fsi.com.my

My friends and I planned to go for the seminar talk in Wisma MCA that starts at 7 pm . It was said that they held this talk every year to help most of the STPM / Matrix / SPM students to decide and to apply for courses .

Well , it's hurting but truthful of what they said . Don't have that mood to type out everything now . Maybe some other time .

Night , my mood went raging . Miss someone yet couldn't chat with ... my tooth was aching like hell . I can stand almost everypain but not this . It's connected to my brain nerves and so ... it's torturing me !! Also , there was shortage of water supply at my bathroom . Making me unable to shower at all ...

Ate 2 panadols before I went to sleep . Waking up in the morning , my mood did not went quite well too . I hope everything will be alright . This renovation is really gettin on my nerves ....

2006-03-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

Oh ya , I ate claypot chicken rice today . Nice ... claypot !!! Lolz ... just .... adorable !! hahaha ... time to shower now !

2006-03-16T08:53:00.000+08:00

It's Wednesday today . The day after today is definitely Thursday and I bet even small kids knew . It ain't a big day . Nothing special seriously . Just that all the 2005 STPM candidates have to visit the school tomorrow for the big day < color="#cc33cc">Kelly Chan - Dai Yat Chi > .

*Smiling foolishly...*

> <"

*sweating"

Though I tried not to make such a big fuss bout it , the people around me really helped me out alot . Helped to remind me about tommorow . I knew it's bout caring but ... I already began to freak out since last week . Day and night , I tried to forget and just wait for it but I failed . It keeps lingering in my mind just like how a Barbie Doll keeps appearing ... okie okie only someone understands what I meant here . = ="

I'm sure everyone experience this kind of dialogue here ...

" Eh < insert your name here > , when's your result coming out arh ? "

" 16th of March lor "

" Really fast lor , so you got confidence anot ? "

" Not really laa ... "

" Aiya , you so smart ! Sure can one . You also did your best already . No need to worry ... "

" = =" ..... < sweating + speechless > "

Not one not two not three not four ... its just uncountable how many occurance of the same uncomfortable situation !

I guessed tonight most of us < ex form sixers 2005 > won't be able to sleep except for those study angels . Hahaha ... Also , I wondering who are daring to receive their results via sms during the midnight ? Lord gracious , the more I touch bout this topic the more nervous I am now . It's like I'm going to pee pee anytime now !! Lolz ... terkencing biler biler mase saje lar ! Aduii ...

Oh ya , bought Ps2 days ago and been planning to stay home after getting my results and applying for places in local universities . Since I won't have that much mood to go outing . Hmmm ... still I wanted to get a Ps3 and X360 !! Lolz ... also a SE K800 !! Haaha ... damn that Chun Hao ... very hiao one ... he called me up yesterday and we chitchatted quite long lor . Well , to be honest ... this is like the first time since 3 months ago we talked so happily . Yeah , I'm so glad he has become one of my good friends now . He told me alot bout his life and problems happening to him recently and also asked me for advise !!

Just pondering ... if during an event , there is one guy/gal that you noticed keep starring at you , what would you think ? He does not only stare but somehow you just noticed that he/she keeps appearing somewhere near you . Hmm .. lolz !!! Izzit something good or bad ?

*giggles...*

Now now , It's time for a short nap since it's raining here !! Fuiiiyorrr ... coolin effects !! Lalala ... Anyway dear fellow friends , pray for me tomorrow . In my heart I already know how does my result looks like . I just hope I really can accept it that moment . Hmmm ~ So everyone ... take care and all the best for tomorrow . Hope all the hardwork pays !!
God be with you ...

2006-03-13T18:04:00.000+08:00

11th March , 2006

Mobile alarm on at 8.50am and during the same time , I received a SMS from Pig . Pig was saying that he ain't gonna wear the shirt he showed me anymore , he will change to a white t-shirt with red collar neck . Hmmm ... I thought to myself .. Okie dokie ...

After wash up , I started to do some housechores . Washing clothes , ironing clothes and folding clothes . Lalala ... then mopping the floor . Finally , servicing and washing / cleaning my car ! Ahhh ... just one word to express myself after doing all those .

" Satisfaction .... "

After car washing , it's time to wash myself . Woo hooo ~

>> Fast forward >>

Pig called and I was told he could not get the 10.30am bus . So will reach at 1pm , an hour later than the previous one . Second calling and he was saying he will reach another 15minutes later cause he will be walking all the way from Bukit Nanas to KLCC ! So I thought that since I'm having an hour free to walk around , I will go to Midvalley to get something .

Ran all the way to Jusco cause that's the only 2nd branch I knew selling this product ! Hmmpphh ... what to do , someone wants it .

After getting that product , ran back to KTM to catch up the train . I just doesn't want to be late again .

But .... too bad ... I'm late again !! Arg .... damn ...

One thing that keeps replaying in mind was about lunch . I wanted to order a set of herbal chicken rice and so does Pig . When we get the meal , took a seat and I look at the chicken ... asking ..

" Hey I thought we order herbal chicken rice ... not meh ? "

" Ya ... "

" But I remember got soup one wor ... "

" You thinked too much ... "

" ........................................ "

Lolz ... at first I really thought I was just thinking too much . But when I look at the brochures again , he ordered the wrong set !!! We ate the grilled chicken rice !! Arg .... babi betui ...

Anyway , our day in KLCC was rather ... gagaga !~~ Nothing much to do also . Just sit and crap crap and crap ! Haha ... He followed me back to my house in Alam Shah ... or was it Shah Alam ? Hmm .... anyway after dinner , he went online and kacau his friends while I just sit there so-so-dei and see lor ..

12th March , 2006

Did not sleep much cause .... jajaja . Hahaha ... time passed really fast these 2 days . I really wish to freeze those time !! Hmmm ... After lunch at McD , Pig took bus back to Pahang at 4.30pm .

Now now , back to house !! My computer room is empty once I'm back ! Yuckk ... it's all because there will be house renovation starting ... later ? Heheh ... so right now I'm onlining in living room . Will be a messy yet busy month for my family now . Hopefully everything runs smoothly ! o.O

Night , ate dinner with Leo . Rather ... unusual . Things don't run so smoothly . Ermm ... talking bout some stuffs and it reminds me of something too . Make me tears in public ! Tsk tsk ... stupid Leo stupid !!

Oh ya , Mun Yee lost her mobile sometime ago and I thinked to myself , izzit such a trend to lose your mobile nowadays ? Haha ... cause I lost mine last year on Christmas eve , Leo lost it last month and now Mun Yee ... who's next ? Lolz ... jajajaj .. touch wood touch metal !!

I'm going crazy soon ... monGet and Barbie keep appearing in my mind . How ?????

2006-03-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

Alright , I've got a headshot sometime ago from refuel . Bla bla bla - ing about how lazy I am and never update my blog everyday . Fuiyohhh ... I'm not that free nowadays . Can't do much .

Now now , where did I left off ? Hmm ... * Clicking on the View Blog section and read through * .. oHhh ~ Alright alright , now that I recalled .

It was rather an interesting day last tuesday . Jason was having his off-day and he will be accompanying me . We drove all the way to Genting for blow-blow-wind . Yeah , I knew many of you would be saying ..

" So free arhh ?? "
" Oh ... good lar ... never invite us also ... "
" So rich meh .. drive all the way ? "

Anyway , took around 70minutes before reaching the hotels there . It took quite some skills for reaching up on tophill with a manual car and low CC . Hehe ... Took our lunch at I-Dunno-Where . Haha ... it was rather expensive and it wasn't satisfying ! Horrible !!! I'm starving yet the meal is just appetizer to me . Fuiyohh ... after lunch at 4pm ... yeah 4pm !! Great huh ? Haha ... we went for an evening walk in the garden . Being a ZLK ... we took lotsa pictures ! The weather was awesome . Havin lotsa fog that evening . Weird ... but just coolin enough for me to enjoy it !

After being SS , went to starbuck to chitchat and have a drink . Hot chocolate !!! Oh ya , I remember someone ask me to treat him a hot Latte ! Haha ... Nothing much after that .

Night , drove back to KL . We had appointment with his group of friends in KLCC for a movie preview ! Underworld Evolution ! Ohhh .... It was marvelous ... I love it . Though my stomach was in hunger cause we have no time for our dinner that time . Reached KLCC at 8.45pm and the show starts 9pm . Arse ... Cause Jason went wrong way ... hahaha ~ by the way , his group of friends are really huge ... Geezz ~

Wednesday , went to karaoke-ing with my fellow friends . They have been invitin me long ago yet my schedule was always full . So finally , Redbox here i come ! I really do enjoy singing till my throat runs so wild ! Voiceless ...

Another friend of mine was awaiting me at McD . So funny , everytime I look at him while eating I will start laughing . Just ... weird and cute ? Lolz ... Anyway , after everything I went back home and another boring day . At night , went out again with Jason and his HUGE group of friends bringing along Zs with me . Oh ya , played tarot card there . Never know Jeremy was that expert . Though I don't put believe in this sorta stuffs but I just tagged along with my friends .

Now now , first round timer I asked bout my family as a union . Funny that I asked him about the future . So I was told that my family relationship will be better in the future . Things that I thought is impossible will be possible by then . Together with that , there will be an additional family member too . Haha ... I guess I know what it means then ~

As for my love life ...
Past = Experienced , no matter if it's good or bad way .
Present = If there is love , it will be stable in everysingle way .
Future = A hardtrip and journey full of obstables .

Haha .. I think I will take those good ones and abide those unneeded ones .

Yesterday , finally I went for registration in SMC for full medical body check up . Deposit cost me at Rm1500 . In order for me to pay and claim through insurances , I have to be warded a night ! Sigh ... Lonely ... jajaja ~

After medicine and x-rays i went to my bed and just sleep there . Leng Chee and See Meng came visit me . Chit chat chit chat will 6.30pm before I felt so sleepy . So they went back and I just took a nap . 8pm , the dinner was there already . It was just porridge for goodness sake !! Argg ... I could take 8 bowls of that and might not even enough for my stomach . Hmmm ... so I call for backup . At first I was rather dissapointed cause everyone is busy !! They could not backup me with foods I need . But at last , my saviours came ... Ying Yin and Cecilia came . 2 burgers and a tuna bread for me .. yeeehaaa !! That makes my night ! Thanks girls ..

Sleeping time was rather pissing me off . I was awaken many times . For checking my pulse rate , eatin medicine , taking blood sample and urine sample . Jajaja ... not a great night of resting though !

Today afternoon , Leo came pick up from hospital and took me to Pizza Hut for lunch . Yum Yum ... nice !! Went back home and rest because I found no point to online since pig not there . So I took short nap again . Keep chatting in MSN since then till 12am . Took my shower just now .

In the meanwhile just now , I was told that Eugene's mum past away last week because of cancer too . My heart ache badly upon hearing this unfortunate news . I know how painful it is to experienced this situation . Hopefully he will stay strong and God will continue to guide him as He has been guiding me too .

Later will be a very busy day . And by the way , I just took 20ml of phospho-soda ... Gezz !! when is the effect taking place ? So scary ... I hope won't disturb my appointment for tomorrow !! Lalala ... Meeting phigken soon ... hu hu hu ~ BarbieQue ...

P/S : I wan PS3 and SE K800 for my birthday present !! Hahahahhahaha !!!
* Dreaming ... *

Oh ya latest news ... Wai Hoe just invited me to go karaoke-ing with him tommorow and so does Jeremy !! Goodness ... hahaha ... anyway , I'm already booked at KLCC ... Lalalala ~

2006-03-06T17:59:00.000+08:00

Just have to add this part : -

Just curious bout Gab , Claus and caLeb . Lolz ... Hope to know you guys better .

As for Alvin didi , it's okay de . Just have to remember to celebrate with me ya !

Joe : -

Memang dihimpit la . Bukannye kali pertame . Tapikan , takut jugak wey . Haihz .. kesianni la insan yang comel ini kan ? Haha ...

Nix : -

Don't talk halfway . Better just state out what you mean . I really don't understand at all . Sigh .

Ducig and Ducken : -

Back what la ... you guys always busy one la . Just that Ducken called me just now while im busy . Haha .. miss his duck duck voice la ~

2006-03-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

What have I been doing lately ? Haha ... nothing much actually . Just been fooling around town and stuffs . Finally , watched Final Destination 3 last Friday . As expected it's fantastic . At least for me . Haha ... Though I still prefer the introduction of episode 2 where the accident happened on the road . Cool eh ?? Maybe I'm going to watch it one more time after this . Haha ... freakkkk ~

Saturday . One word to describe my feeling . Sweet ! ~ Haha ... Oh well , I'm meeting up with a pig that day . I was 30minutes late so I meet him at Borders in Times Square . He was referring to some books regarding colleges . So I went on to look out for some books on martial arts . Took him 30minutes before he finished with his business there . I was really hungry back then and he requested for few minutes in starbucks as he need to online and check on some mails ! Hmmph ... since he is a pig so i guess it's alright .

Took our lunch around 2pm at TCRS cause a pig go kecoh-kecoh bout many stuffs . Saying either it's too expensive or not suitable for him . Lalala ...
Since he don't like Times so much , we then leave to MidValley . Just walk and window shop and full of craps . He brought me to Oasis for the grill fish . Oh my ... i never knew there is such good food in Midvalley ! It's very affordable too . Should go and eat again . Hmmm ....

At night , we went over to his cousin house is Kuchai Lama and overnighted there . Funny that how we chatted until midnight 3.30am and noticing we haven't even shower . = = "
So much too chat . Time passed by so fast . Anyway , slept around 5am and couldn't sleep much . Too busuk i guess . With all those pork smell . Sweet sour pork rice . Hahha ~~ Makes me soo freaking hungry . Hhmm ...

Reached home in the afternoon and i went to nap till 8pm . Brother brought me a pack of rice from her girlfriend's house . After eating drove out to Asia Cafe with my best buddies . Bla bla bla ... crap until just now . Haha .. If only they doesn't have to work i wouldn't want to come back .

Anyway , i received a sms at 9.56pm yesterday . Upon reading that sms from phigken , i keep laughing and smiling . My face got so red like tomato and my friend keep teasing me ! Argh .... I have no idea why so shy but argghh .... > <" all that pig's fault ...

10 more days . It's a very important day for all the ex-STPM student . Jajaja ... Talking bout it makes me nervous . Heart pumping so fast . Oh well , just can only pray for these period . Haha ..

Right now in my mind , I have so much things to think . So many problems ahead of me . So many miseries . Ahh ... I really hope time can prove many things . Hopefully I'm able to see the sunshine soon . Pray for the best ya ... =X

2006-02-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Price for petrol and diesel will be raise up to 30 cents more right from today on . Alamak !! Good thing i went for full tank just now . I don't think I'm able to afford it anymore . 2 cars .... sigh ....

Anyway , i was quite surprised that one of my ex , Leon , called me yesterday ! He called my house and asked whether if my place is flooded . Haha ... I'm quite happy that time . I feel like someone still care for me though . Wooo ... thanks . For everyone's information , Shah Alam is a huge area . My place is section 25 and its free of flood ! ~ Happeee ...

Later have to wake up 8am . Need to go to Nirvana Memorial Park to visit my mother . Going to have a ceremony but i'm not sure for what though . Anyway , maa .... miss you very much . Love you always and always =)

2006-02-28T07:02:00.000+08:00

6 Days Has Past since the last i blogged . Does anyone really miss my blog ? Does anyone really came in to read bout it ? Hmm ... i guess this is the question that every blogger will ask themselves . Anyway , days has not been easy with me recently .

On 22nd of February , I planned ahead that I will make a call to Marcus . After chatting with him , spilling out every feeling of unsatisfactory of mine to him then I will slowly forget bout my feeling towards him . Yet that is just my plan .
Night , I called him . I got hanged up for I-Don't-Know-How-Many-Times . After minutes and minutes of ringing , finally he picked up . Yet I got Scolded ! First time ever in my life , he scolded me . I was broken . Fully broke into dust . Haha ... then 2 hours later , he called back . He apologizes to me . A big one too . I was so speechless back then . Yet , the convo runs better after sometime . I finally get to spill out all my feelings . Not all but most of it . I really felt much better . After this , I should do what I should be doing . =)

Been doing nothing much . Just went out or stay at home due to ke-pokai-an . Haha ... Friday was Jeffrick and my sister's birthday . Older one year liao lo ... while saturday was Jack's birthday . I felt so bad i couldn't go to meet Jack . Wanted to buy him present but i was out of cash ... so just delay la .

As for yesterday , went to Midvalley for a job training . We're going to promote our product on the KL Marathon event coming soon . Gonna start working from thursday till sunday .

Oh well , not much mood to blog liao . Sick sick ... today is worst . First time ever in my life , i had a nightmare . I woke up from that dream and i was totally sweating . Then i can't move . You know .. those feelings ? Like having something sitting on you ? Just couldn't move . Sigh ... i was freaking out . Cause this ain't the first time i got the feeling but it's the first time during the night !! When i get to move , i quickly woke up on the lights . I went down and just watch tv . I was freaking out . No idea why . Sigh ... 4am i was awaken . Watch tv till 6am then went online .
I was kinda happy that refuel and axel was there for me . Chat with them awhile till sunrise then i went back to sleep . I was so childish huh ? Haihz ...

Anyway , i'm so tired now . Oooo ~

2006-02-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

Ok got the shocked of my life just now . It's very true that everything happened for a reason . Though i could not find some of it but i wish in time i will .

Today , my dad and my elder brother came back . I was surprised . Surprised why they came back today so unitedly when they don't for these weeks . I thinked and thinked .... finally i got an answer . Tomorrow will be the 100th day of my mother's death . Its already 3months ... yeah ... time passed so fast .

My mood and emotions are raging to climax recently . Depression sadness dissapointment ... everything came to me . I will and i shall settle it by this week . Let it all end . Whether i've been played or not . I wanna know the truth ...

2006-02-17T05:01:00.000+08:00

First of all , Happy Single Awareness Day ~ Hahah ... obviously that includes me . Well , nothing bad about being single right ? We are not alone , many people out there who is still single yet enjoying their lifes . At least being single , we can focus in our education and career . At the same time , saving our finance matter . Hehehe ... It's really true right ? Giving away 4 present per year will really make a hole right through our wallets . Christmas , Valentines , Anniversary and Birthday presents .. wooo hoo ~

Well , how's my valentines ? Eventually i was supposed to celebrate it alone this year just like every year i do . However a guy asked me out during the afternoon to Time Square for a movie n lunch . Yeah his name is Leo . A guy that Freddie introduced to me the other day . Though i enjoyed my lil time with Leo , but i felt something missing . My heart is utterly confused . Dilemma to be exact ...

During late evening , Jack came over for me . He passed a present and treat me dinner . It was simple but i was very happy . Had a long talk with Jack ... it didnt turn out to be very good but it wasnt the worst . It should be for the best of us . I just hope he will still be there for me though we're just friends for now . Also that he will be able to get over himself from the past and start a new life ahead .

You might never knew this but Jack , everytime you smile at me and said " Don't think too much " ... my heart will smile with you . It's so sweet . A feeling that i get whenever i see that someone smile at me . It was already past but its still so fresh in my mind . Many would say why would i still like someone who already has a bf now . I would skip the question as i do not know how to answer . All i wish is someday he would still smile at me =)

2006-02-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

Wanted to post something very lame ... just made it some minutes ago while im so tired and sick ... just wishing everyone a happy valentines day ... valentines is just bout celebrating with your love ones . Not neccessary its your lover but love ones ... which mean anyone could be it ~ =X

Though i hope that i can celebrate with someone ... ya ... among many many people there is one person that i wish to celebrate with ... i dont think he will know about my feelings . I just hope he and his bf will have a great year and time together now and then =) i guess i would be alright if he still remembers me and keeping those nice things about me .

2006-02-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

Currently feeling not well . Eyes paining , headaching and just vomitted . Feel horrible ...

Yesterday , met an old friend , Alvin , in Pyramid . Finally he chose this life . He had a boyfriend now just recently named Freddie . Yeah , first time meeting his boyfriend , I got a shocked . He looked totally like Chun Hao . Not only the way he looked , the way he talked to me , the way he looked at me , the way he smile and laugh , the way he post for pictures ... so much similarity to Chun Hao . I know it might sound very overwhelming but its true . I asked Freddie does anyone say that he look like Leo Ku . Guess what ... he say he had heard this thousands of time . Which Chun Hao also looked like Leo Ku . Sigh ...
I almost cried there ...

When I reached home at 2am like that ... i started to cry . I was alone again . Always alone in the room . My father has never been home since the starting of chinese new year . Even today , he came back for dinner and he went out again ... i know what is happening but i never blamed him . I just hope he can start to tell us ...

Today , Chun Hao called me . I was surprised as i was crying then . I wasnt that happy because i know my friend asked him to call . I guess he never wanted to call me anyway ... it felt so fu him . Maybe i thinked too much ... maybe im right . I will never know . Just that im very suffering now .

2006-02-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

Just a few pics that's taken recently ~

Izzinit cute ? It's the McD's toys for Valentines ~ bLeuukkk

Tracy and my cute nephew ~

Once again !! My cute nephew J-boy ~ hiehieh ...

This is J-boy's lil bro Ah Jun ~ Hieheihe ....

Rohnie and me at ktm ... so Wu Liao ~

My kai gor Javaron , at summit ... funny that he still remember me ~ !!

oK .. obviously this is me being Zhi Lian .. hahah ~

Got caught in my sister's house ... hIHee

A gift from Jeffrick ... so nice le ~ i like so much !

My nephew's toy .. haha ~

2006-02-10T06:05:00.000+08:00

Here I am
Once again
I'm back into blogging ~ =x
" Modified from Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes "

Alrite let me continue from my last blog laark ~
Went to Lowyat with Jeffrick for lunch . As I promise i will treat him . Hehe .. he brought me to Chim Sui Wan to eat lor . Really nice .. not bad lark ! After that , just go walk walk and then he drove me to my sister's house in Sg Long . Even when my Godparents invited him for a tea , he insist that he had to go . Hehe ... I think he's shy . Haha ~

That night , my father's side relatives are having a reunion dinner . It was fabulous !! I get to eat the Gai Mei Jau !! Though lotsa males don't like it , but i love it . Hmmm ~ Played Rami with my aunties till midnight before going home around 1am .

1st of February ~
My friend , Rohnie from Penang , came to KL today . He reached around 5am in the morning . His friend drove him to my place around 1pm and we went to Klang for Bak Kut Teh . Went home after that and just rest rest and rest . Haha ...

2nd - 6th February ~
I've been hanging out all time for these few days . No time for home and rest . Don't even have enough time to sleep . Haha ... Either went for shopping , eating , karaoke-ing , cinema-ing .. etc . Really spent alot of money not only me but Rohnie too . Haha ..

Oh ya , on sunday night it was the night of " Bai Tian Kong " for all the chinese . My friends and I are catching up a movie at 11.55pm . It was still early so I brought them to Ming Tin next to The One Academy for supper . Damn ... we're lucky ! We saw fireworks there and ... its around 5minute fireworks ! Hehehe ... awesome ... so nice ler !

On monday itself , I brought Rohnie to Lowyat to get my hair cut . I was satisfied once again after cutting . Hehe .. At least I don't have a Chicken Nest on my head again for now . Then Rohnie brought me to KLCC for dinner in Chili ~ His treat on me . Nice huh ? Hehehehe .... did I mention Rohnie bought me Polo wallet for me ? Still I don't think it's cheap . Hmmm ...

He went home on tuesday . I accompanied him until the Pudu bus station . After he left , I went walking around ChinaTown . It's been such a long time since I've been here . Funny thing happened that time ...
While I was just walking and drinking my Longan Ice ... a cute guy came to me and asked whether I wanted to get some new Dvds . I shaked my head signing a no to him . Then he came and walked beside me and asked whether I wanted some 5 star porns Dvds . Once again I smile and looked at him and said no thanks ! Hell , this time he hold my hand and guess what ? He asked me is it I'm looking for some gay porns ?! Hey ... do I look really that gay huh !! Damn ... I keep laughing back then ... *sweat* ...

At first I did asked them ... you really got sell ah ? How much per piece and stuffs ... then the other guy looked at me and said I don't look gay at all . Haha ... he said that he saw me before in Times Square as I've been there quite often recently . Hmmm .. nevermindlark .. they are quite cute also . Haha ... had a nice chat there ... then I just went home and sleep !!

On that night , I found out that I lost Rm100 from my wallet . I don't know where have it gone but ... it's really gone ! The only way it could be gone it's during the time I'm in Chinatown to get some food . Sigh ... feelin so depressed bout it !! That sum of money can get me some new clothes lee ! ....

Anyway , yesterday I went out to window shopping alone . Felt so boring so I went to my friend's house in PJ . Talked with him a while then I felt asleep . Haha ... too tired i guess . Suddenly the housemate came awaken everyone just for dinner . Lolx ... Went to eat McD at SS2 ... though it's a simple day but i enjoy my day alot . Really happy but tired le ~

As for today , will go for job hunting again at taipan later . Hope to get some jobs le . Actually I'm waiting for the Digi pending list . Sent a resume for now . Just have to wait for phone interview soon enough . Hope to work in Digi as it seems quite nice to me . Hehe ...

So how's everyone here ? Really hope everyone is doing great in this new year . Don't forget its a beautiful dog dog woof year ~ Hehe ~ Miss everyone ... =D

2006-02-10T05:49:00.000+08:00

A delayed post of pictures for the 31st January post ~

Gambling at my hometown .. crazy yet fun ~

One of the many elder cousin sister - ah hung ~

Err ... the cutest cousin sister who looks like hebe when she dun wear specs ~ !!

Minibar in my sister's house .

Living room in my sister's house ~ !

Hey hey hey ~ my damn cute cute nephew Ah Jun didi !!

2006-01-31T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hola people ! I'm back ... hasta la vista baby !
This week has been a great week . Now let my mind replay what happened ...

25th - 28th January :
Went to my sister's house in Sg.Long and i was like holy ~ ... I really envy envy envy my sister and my brother-in-law . They bought a semi-d house in the new area . Cost at Rm638k . Renovation roughly cost Rm200k and so together Rm800k plus ... but its worth it i guessed . Its just opposite of Unitar . Lotsa lotsa teenagers there . Lotsa nice shops and cafe around there too . Very convinient for the citizens .

Went to alot of semi-d house but i have no idea why her house has 7 room and 4 toilets . The design were awesome with the mini-bar for drinkers . 7 Coolin airconds for cooling effects ? Haha ... nice too . 2 cute and cunted nephews of mine is very lovable too ! Hehe ...
Oh ya , I have a friend who came to KL from Johore . I asked him to come and visit me in my sister's house and he really did !! He drove all the way here .. my my my ... he also gave me a present that i requested !!! A damn cute lil puppy !! Hhee .. thanks Jeffrick !

On the 28th which is also chinese new year eve , went to my godma's house in nilai 3 for reunion dinner . Well , all my relatives were there too . Ate steamboat .. yummm ~

29th January :
Waking up very earling in the morning . Then follow my godparents to church for morning mass till 10am . Then went for breakfast and then they send me to my mother's side of relatives to get more more more redpackets !! Hahaha ... Had alot of fun there . As usual hanging out with my cousins and gamble . Went home at 8pm and i was alone at home . My dad has his own plan . My second brother went to Ipoh with his gf . My elder went over to his gf house . Gosh ... where's mine ?!?!?!

30th January :
Followed my father back to seremban in the afternoon . Haiyor ... really nothing to do today . So my cousins planned to go to Sepang F1 Circuit for GoKart . First timer for me and its awesome !! It rocks ... though its expensive . RM50 per 15minutes . We played for half an hour so its Rm100 ~ Haha .. just gone like that .. but its worth it i guess . Hopefully able to go with my friends too lark ! After a sweating race , went to Nilai for one dota match . Then just went back and have dinner .

Back home around 10pm . Did all the housechores and switched on the tv and look for programmes . My my my .. so many nice programmes ler . Got HK Mr.Beauty !! *drool* .. SHE in Entertaiment News Guess ... Then watched New Police Story . Oh my ... i love this movie so much . Can't get enough of Daniel Wu !! Hmm ... nice nice movie !

Later today , will go to Times for a movie . Jeffrick will accompany me . After movie i shall request him to fetch me to Sg Long again . Hehe ...

Ok so this year my angpao money is less than usual . No idea why , but the people seem to get less nowadays . Nevermind lark . Got Rm150 also can lark . Who asked me so lazy to go visit people . Haha ... My dad gave me a sum of money though he cannot give redpacket .. he gave me 500buck as a good luck thingy i guess . But Rm100 gone for the Go Kart already . Hmmm ..

Anyway , Happy Chinese Dog Year !! Its the year that i love so much . Cause i love dog puppies so much !! Oh yeah ~ Wooof wooof year ! Hehe ... Hope everyone have a great year this year . I also wish myself too . Many bad things happened last year ... oh well ... its already past ! Hehe ..

Tomorrow only post picture . Now tired wanna oi oi ~ Nitezz ...

2006-01-25T05:20:00.000+08:00

Will be going to my sister's house at Sg.Long later lorhhh . She asked me to help her out in her new house . Gonna be busy busy busy ~

Chinese New Year is coming really sooooonnn ... are you guyz ready for it ? =X
Can't waittooo for it larkkk !

Heh , jC called me up yesterday and talked like an hour like that lorhh . That fella damn funny and cute as ever ... to bad he only love his biscuitman not me ~ !!

Oh ya , most probably I will be going to Penang on 31st of Jan with my brothers and cousinz ! Whose hometown is back there huh ? Maybe I could just come and pay a lil visit and ... *ehem* *wink* ... get extra angpaO !

Ohhhh , my lovely cutie Jay Shi Yuan Jie ~ !! [ on the left of coz =X ] from the duo Yuan Wei Jue Xing ~ !! ^^

2006-01-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

Watched Guess in 8TV just now . Now really doing nothing . Suddenly someone came into my mind . Haha ... someone who I just should forget for now . Yet , I'm unable to . In my daily life , so many things i did will just reminds me of him . Worst still , Geisha really reminds of him so much . Though Jack held my hand so tight in the cinema , somehow i was hoping it was marcus . Haha .. why am i so foolish ? So many people out there caring and loving yet my hearts eager for one person .

If i could just make one wish like Chiyo aka Sayuri , where her wish came through . Then I certainly wish that this fragile heart of mine will never ever fall for a guy . A guy that I cant forget till now . Someone who I don't know how but dissapointed me badly . Haha .... I'm sure alot people will look down on me if I say I still tears for him huh ? Hmmm ... Shitto ... Time please pass by , make me busy , fill my mind with anything at all , make those memories of him fade away ...

2006-01-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

Birthday girl's Cake = SS24

From left to right : JingHui aka bdaygal , May Yan , Caroline = Kim Gary

Caroline & Teck Jinn ~ NOT couple .. definitely ~!!

Look like Machi didi ? Haha ~ MrJohn

Once again , Jack & Jack aka JJ ~ taken at his house this morning !

Waking up early mornin on Saturday preparing myself for the day I waited . Hehe . Walked out to the bus station to wait for the bus . Waited for 20minutes yet no bus yet . So i decided even a cab might just do but unfortunately , none . Hmm ... how bad could this be . At last , I walked back home and drove to KTM myself . Just one problem , I'm going to leave the car at the parking lot for 1 night . " Should be safe gua .. " I said to myself ... =x

Reached at Midvalley at 1pm . Quickly ran to the cinema counter to bought the tickets . Gosh , this place is Much More crowded ... yeah I used the word Much More which practically doesn't exist .. haha ~ Anyway , its so crowded than usual . There's this chinese performance such as lion dance , drums and etc . Even the queue line is so damn long . Took me 35minutes to get my hand on the MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA tickets ! Yeah , Im so happy !!

Jack showed up a bit late as he had to wait for bus . When he reached , went to Sate King for our lunch . Only 2 reason why we went there . Every single shops that we went to was FULL and we are damn HUNGRY so can't wait any longer ~

Went shopping later on . Bought a pants at Soda . Cost me Rm110 but nice . Movie start at 5.30pm and ended at 8.30pm . Then we continued to shop for my clothes . Haha ... I feel so embarrassing . I shopped until everyone closed only I get to buy my shirt . Bought a Seed's sleeveless and sweater cost around Rm140 . Took a cab home to Jack's place .

Havent took our dinner eventhought its already 11.30pm . Hmmm ... sad case huh ? Packed 2 packs of mee goreng and went home . After finished everything , finally we're able to rest ! Such such such tiring day .

Today woke up at 10pm as Jack have another date today . So here I am , back home doing nothing again . Hehe ... but im so happy ... dont know why ~ just ..... smiling ~ !!

2006-01-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

Memoirs of a Geisha . A very anticipating movie for the new 2006 . Whenever i heard of this movie i remembered of someone . Someone who promised to watch it with me in cinema but in the end ... the promise is totally broken . Anyway , I still have Jack to watch it with me today in Midvalley . Today as in saturday 21st ~

19th was the date of Geisha's released and also Jing Hui's birthday . Went to SS24 for dinner and to Sunway's Kim Gary for supper till 2 am just to celebrate her birthday . It was simple yet enjoyable . Bought a cheesecake for her ~ Yummy my favourite !!

Friday , went to Times to meet up my friend , John . Haha ... or should I say its Machi Didi's twin ? Hmmm ... thought of buying new clothes but in the end turn out .... empty handed !

Went back home and WOW ... my whole family was in with both my future sis-in-law . They are cleaning the house ... and I meant really CLEANING ... tons of rubbishes are thrown away . The storeroom which used to be sooooooooo crappy turns out to be empty now ..
Dad said that it will either be a karaoke room or my room lorr ~ Hhaaha ...

Chat with Yung just now and .... boy am I dissapointed with someone so badly . He will never change wont he ... hHmm ...

2006-01-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

Oh boy am I happy today ! As promised , I will take my friends to Telok Gong for a seafood meal ... on me ~

Went to pyramid in the evening for a movie . Before the movie , the girls went shopping for valentines clothes ! Haha ... getting themselves a couple shirt . Not bad le . Nice ... so envy they are in relationship and sooo ambigious !! I don't want to celebrate valentines alone again .....

Back to the movie now , we watched a Thai movie " Long Khong " . Its an 18PL movie so I thought it would be good enough for me . It is good !! I like it ... geezz ... nothing can be more disgusting than this movie itself !!! A must watch for all horror movie . Its mostly bout spirits and voodoos . Never believed it but still nice le .

Went to shop again till 9pm . Damn was I hungry . Reached Telok Gong around 10pm ... and its not supper its dinner !! People starting to leave and we are coming in .

So ordered crabs , prawns , lala fried beehoon , some sorta lala-likable-seafood ... i really dont know what its called !! then one more vegetable lorr ... 5person for rm100 ... so I guess its ok that it's on me this time .. haha .. cause im really enjoying ~

19Th January , 2006 !!! It's my friends birthday and wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
OFFICIALLY you are now 20 years old !!~~~ Congratulation !!!
Ehheihehe ....

One thing that regret today .... is that Why I never asked Jack bout his class schedule !! Else , he would be eating with us already ... arggg .... > <"

2006-01-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

Monday :-

Its a day that I feel like I need to blog ... yeah I Need .. hahaha ~

I was in Jack's place for these few days . Been really guilty cause he have lotsa assignment and homework yet he have to take care a baby ... which is me ! His class will start at 9am so awaken at 7.30am . I switched on my handphone and I receive an early morning message .

Boy am I suprised .
Sent at 6.55am 16th January 2006 . Senders name Marcus Tan . I thought he had already forgotten me . Am I surprised . Hmm ... he told me he is going to Indonesia that time just like what he told me before . To have a look at his dad's factory over there . He's going to take over his dad's business one day as he promised . Oh well ...

Had a real stomach ache when I reached Shah Alam's Ktm around 10am . Darren and Caroline came to picked me up . Haha ... nice couple ~ Then went over to her house to get my contact lens . Goodness , she gave me a free contact lens for first timer . Haha ... great so I can save more money !

Oh ... finally my car came today . Drove around with it just to test it out . Boy , how I dislike autogear car . I really miss the oldy manualgear car . At least its more flexible to be controlled . Oh well , wont complain much at least got car to drive le . Thought of giving a new colour to the car .... metallic blue or black ? Hmmm .... no idea yet ...

Does anyone here pluck their beard out ? I don't know why I did it today . I really dislike my chin havin uneven beard at my chin . Rather than shaving everyday , I decided to pluck everything out !! Ouch ... its painful but kinda high ~ ~ ~ =p

Nothing much else , just lookin forward for this few weeks . Getting new clothes , Geisha-ing with Jack and gonna go Telok Gong for seafood soon enough . Yummy !!! Seafooooood ~~
but my tooth is really paining now . Geezz ... help !!!!

2006-01-15T06:44:00.000+08:00

I feel like my life is putting a mask on my face . To be honest , I feel like I'm Running away from all the troubles . I feel like I'm just avoiding and making myself Worst than before .

Until this day this moment this second , I could not forget about Marcus . I really have no idea what kind of curse or seal he placed on me . Everynight since then , I've been thinking of him and it turns to tears . Been taking advises from alots of friends . Did everything yet I still find myself Here in this condition .

I try to make myself busy and even try to make more friends . Thinking that I could somehow find someone to replace him . How naive ...
These days , I wanted to message him but I do not Dare . For I fear i would interupt and make disturbance in his Life . Whenever I saw him appeared online in my list , I only dare to click his window box and that's it . I don't even dare to send any message to him . I've been ignored for 2 weeks already . Why does people always break their promises ? If the promise can't be kept than its better to just keep in your heart . When Promises is Broke , people get Hurt . People get Dissapointed . People get Mad .

I tried to forget this person . I wanted to delete him off my memories . I wanted to hate him . But why ? Why I could not ... instead of forgetting ... the things he said and did to me keeps lingering in my mind . Gosh ... I feel so stupid and lame .

This is nothing right ? There are so much things more outside waiting for me . I'm sure my mother would not want to see me this way .
This afternoon , I saw another butterfly in my house again . Been seeing butterflies flying around lately . Though I'm not someone who is superstition , but people said that it would be my mum then . Hehe ... if it's real , I'm so happy . =) hehe ...

I'm really freaking bored now . I wish my new car will come soon !! I just wanna drive away from home . Go get a job or whatever . Meet some friends . Hmm ... if I keep staying in the house alone , things will get really bad . All the bad stuffs will come in my mind .... Phew ~

Oh ya , I haven't buy my new clothes yet . Hopefully tomorrow can go buy le . Chinese New Year is coming soon . My brother invited me to join them for Penang trip durin the 3rd day of chinese new year . Hehe ....

2006-01-13T04:59:00.000+08:00

Artist of the Month : -

Name : Will Liu Geng Hong
Album : Rainbow Heaven
Tracks : -
01 . Cai Hong Tian Tang [ Part 2 of Jay Chow's Maple MV ]
02 . Shi Luo De Ru Chang Quan
03 . Xin Dong , Xin Tong [ Duet with Xu Hui Xin ]
04 . Xin Ling Jiao Zhan
05 . Bu Shuo
06 . Zhi Dao Zui Hou
07 . Ying Wei You Ni
08 . Qing Hua [ A song written together with Jay Chow ]
09 . Xi Yu Zhuang Qi
10 . Chuang Shi Ji
11 . Yi Kao [ Demo ]

No doubt he is a good friend of Jay . Jay have spent over a million for Will's coming new MV ... for Free ! Haha ... A very nice album to have ...

http://rapidshare.de/files/10498681/Jay___26963_.wmv.html

There you go , the download link ::::

2006-01-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to add something .
Come on people , after you read , post something on the chatterbox maaa ~
So that I can know who came maaaa ~
Don't be so Lazy le ...
My day doesn't seem very smooth . Have been really good staying home alone all day long .
Worst I'm so hungry now ...

2006-01-12T12:04:00.001+08:00

Now I'm going to post some pictures of the toys I got from my friends .

Snoooopy that I got from my brother Javaron ~

Mashimaro that I got from Ah Pau ~

From bottom left clockwise : White Xmas doggy from Wai Hoe
Doggy biting bones from Joe
Doggy in sweater from Tracy
Handphone holder Doggy from Yih Wei

This is really proves i love puppy so much eh ? Hehehe ... This is the card from Wai Hoe and i really like his cute puppy drawing le ~

Thanks lorrr for all these , I'm still waitin some presents from my friends ! ~

2006-01-12T07:26:00.000+08:00

Here I am Back again ~

I would'nt Deny that I'm not fully recovered yet

My feelings are yet so weak so fragile

Haha , just like The lyrics in one of the S.H.E songs

" I felt the pain yet im unable to put it in words ... "

First of all , i wanna fank All my friends who've been so caring . Hehe ... though i've been a jerk to You guyz but you All never stop helping me in the End .

I Guess that's what true Friends are

So Mr Marcus , I would really like to say

Your way of being a friend is such a Selfish Act

It's a decision not me but for Your own sake

It truely Hurts me so much until today

Though i Know the tears aren't worthy

But "they" just Come ...

Recently , I've been trying to get to know more friends All Around . Hoping to forget those unneccessary sad stuffs . What amazed me is that some still remember me after such long time seeing me . Mr Yung and Ronnie is the example .

Yung had always knew I Blocked him yet he Didn't Delete me off from His list . Till I unblocked him and had a Nice chat with him the other day .

Debbie , thanks Alot ... I mean Alot ... you Had given me a piece of advise that no One else Had . Maybe you experienced the Life I've gone through . You understand it so Well .

________________________________________________________

Life hasn't been really good . Many unexpected things happened . I've been to Sungei Wang to shop for new clothing . It's a lesson to be learnt !

Targeted a pants that i Feel so much on it .

" Can I have a saiz 32 for this please ? "

" Hold on aaa ... "

So stood there waiting while chatting with my friend

" Sorry we only left 28 29 and 34 worr ... "

Dissapointingly Walked out of the shop and searched around the whole Area .

No luck , No other shops having the same design .

Then i saw another pants of other design but not so strong "feeling" Towards it . So I thought of Surveying around just In Case if there's better one . After few hours , couldn't Find any better one so went back there . Could I be more dissapoint or should I say I'm Stupid ?

Most of the pants that I've targeted on Has Been Sold Out . Everything was there now It's Not .

They will only Restock next Thursday .

Feel terrible ...

Things I wanted will never come to me ...

Things I don't wish for comes non-stop ...

Just the same as the people around me ...

[ Moral of the story : If you like and feel for something , go ahead , chase for it . Do not wait till It's Gone ... thinking back " Why I Did not appreciate and Grab it back then ? " ... Then it will be too Late . ]

I'm Sure everyone knew this fact of Life .

I was in Times Square with a few close friend of Mine yesterday . Went to meet Jack there too . I never thought he's such a Nice Nice guy with a Nice Nice smile . Captivated me ...

What I feel bad was that I've been using his whole just to accompany Me .

Worst is that he Spent me for Lunch and Dinner .

Thank you ...

Hope things will turn Out better ....

My dad did not come back last night . Until now , i did not See him . No idea why , Now I'm worried bout him .

So many things happened . Can't think of it so much . Anything , I'll update Later ~

By the way , this MV made me cry though its nothing special . Just the song and the meaning behind it made me cried badly .

http://rapidshare.de/files/10570012/S.H.E_-_Laurel_Fairy_MV.rar.html

It's S.H.E - Yue Gui Nu Shen

A really beautiful Song .

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Hui Juin + Me + Carmen + Wai Pheng = In McD at KK

Chi Chung + Me = The Curve after counting down

Ying Yin + Me = Again at the Curve

Mun Choon + Me + Teck Jinn + Chin Siong = no Comment

Me + Wai Hoe = Separated picture cause he don't want to take picture with me at Enquite Kitchen

Me + Jack = At a sitting place in Times ...

Ying Yin + Me = Natural smile from her ~ I shouldn'd be in this Pic !

Mc + Me + Cc = Boring .... In KL Sentral waiting for the train ~

Mr Yung while Viewing his webcam ...

Another Mr Yung blurry ~

Ronnie with his new hairstyle ~
Jack .... stolen ...

2006-01-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep . Since 5am , my stomach felt intense pain . Not a pain i usually felt . Its so painful . I do not know what to do . I keep vomitting and havin diarrhea . Its like taking my life away . Its like asking me to end it now . So painful .... Marcus , i wanted to message you so badly at this time . Yet i could not because i do not want to make any trouble . I feel like shit now . I really wish to end it now ... so suffering and hurting and painful ...

2006-01-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm .. this SHE's new MV - Dont want to be your friend .
I never thought the MV would be this way ... make me cry and laugh in the end . A must watch ... cause its bout homosexuality .

http://rapidshare.de/files/9369635/jshemv.wmv.html

2006-01-03T06:21:00.000+08:00

Haha ... i've been breaking records again . Cried whole night till 5am and tried to sleep . Then 10am woke up ... tears rolled down my cheek again . Till now .... im so tired . Been all alone since then . Im so lost . Had a short chat with Axel just now . He is indeed a person with the brain . He understand my feeling well , perhaps it happened to him before .

Gosh , i dont think i can trust another word from anyone more . More i trust more i hurt more i cried more i feel like suiciding . Hahahahaha ....

Jia Chang , gor gor will die soon loh . Haha ... then i really can become your jiajia maid liao . Until now i havent drink or eat anything . Yet im not hungry . Can save more food and money from now on . Heh ....

2006-01-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

Jia Chang called me just now . I was crying throughout the conversation . I dont feel like talking so i ask him to put down the phone . My heart now ... the wounds are so much deeper now . Eversince Kin and my mother left me , my heart was so painful . Painful enough to make me have sleepness nights , unable to eat my meals properly ... and even crying in the middle of the night all alone . Just now , i've received a really great news to increase the wound and hurting .

How stupid and foolish can i be ? No matter what they said , its just a temporary sweet words which will never be kept as a promise . I talked to Jia Chang just now and i said i wanted to suicide ... to most of my friends they knew that i hate and discrimate people who suicide because i think its a foolish act . But now ... i might just join into that group . Im so tired of this ... plu always have to face this kind of experiece which is so hurting . Why cant i be the one who fooled and played others instead of being the opposite ones . Anyway , the person who did this is definitely not Jia Chang as he is always there for me . Someone who i think is real to me .

2006-01-02T09:20:00.000+08:00

Wow , its the year 2006 already . Soon enough , my batch will turn to 20 this year . No more teens just getting older .

Went to Ikano to countdown yesterday night . Nothing much there just having lotsa lotsa crazy time with my friends . Most of all , Nicholas Teo was there . Sadly he only sang 2 songs !! Such cutie .. hahaha ~ The fireworks were great , the people were crazy , the place was crowded ... just a usual thing to see everywhere every new year eve .

It was really a tiring night as i have to drive all the way of the heavy traffic . Well , we did enjoyed ourselves even in car . Went on singing and screaming , yelling to the other people outside . Haha ... finally reached home at 4am .

~~ } H A P P E E N E E W Y E A A R R 2 0 0 6 { ~~

Last year was really really a tough year for all of us . As for me ? I lost 3 person that i loved so much . 2 person that i thought could share my life with them . One more person that i loved so much eversince i was born . Till now , i cant stop mourning for her death . Its so hard to lose someone in your life . Then , came to lost my dearest Nokia handphone during xmas eve . So generous of me to giveaway a hp as a xmas gift ~

At least hoping this year will be much much better ....

Recently , i've been thinking bout people . How can people be so hypocrating ? At one moment they say this , another moment they do something else yet ... they blame us for everything that is not going right . These people always thought that they are such a matured being . Thinking that whatever they do is the best for everyone else yet they are actually selfish person who only thinks of themselves ?

So here i just wanted to say ... why should we say something that we never meant ? God provided us with brains and heart . Its wise to make good use of it . Most of all , be a man . If you could say something out from your mouth , make sure you grant it . Dont try to reverse everything you said before . Promise is such an important thing . Its not merely a word . Its like a life ...

2005-12-28T16:24:00.000+08:00

Went to sg wang just to get a new handphone today but to find out its more expensive in that area ! Damn ! So went to timesquare's Damachi to meet Ah Fye . He's working there so pay a visit lor . Then went back to my area to get the new handphone . The worker is really friendly . Get to know them quite well cause she say said she knew me during i was form 5 when she is form 3 . Oh well , i've basically lost contact from my old handphone . So can you all send your handphone number to my email at mister_lavigne@hotmail.com or PM me in MSN ? Thanks alot .

New year is coming really soon . So where will you guys be counting down ? Most chances that i will be at The Curve . Never been there for countdown . Always had been sg wang ... kinda bored . Hehe ...

2005-12-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

I cant stand this anymore . So tiring . I do not know what to do whole day . Planned to stay with my godsister so i wont feel alone but i cant because i need to wait 3weeks after my mother's death before overnighting on other people's house . I feel so stressed whenever i see my brothers with their girlfriend . At least they have someone with them . My dad will find his friends to be with him ...

As for me , im so lost . I tried to sleep , i tried to eat , i tried to listen to music i love but i cant calm down . I dont have my phone to sms nor my house phone to call people . When i online in msn trying to find someone to chat , there isnt any . Everyone seems to be busy . I feel like im a fool ... i dont want to tear anymore but i cant stop . I really hope to have someone around me ...

2005-12-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hey people , Merry Christmas to everyone yaaaa . It hasnt been a great year for me . That's what they said . The year of tiger wont be having luck this year . As for next year , everything will be the other way round ... hopefully .

Anyway , during christmas eve my hp got stolen away . Basically i lost all the contact . So tomorrow i will go to get a new phone and a new simcard . Haihz ... sad man sad ....

Not really in a good mood now . Have been outing with my friends recently yet it cant calm me down when i reached home . Just feel one kind . Perhaps would say this is the most unwanted christmas by me . Yet i am so eager looking forward for christmas every year .

Exchanged some presents with friends but im sorry that i couldnt pick the best for you all . Promise i will get better one after this when i got my salary le . Yea , someone celebrating his christmas alone this year . How i wish to accompany him . I really not in the mood to countdown and stuffs . Just hope to find someone accompany me ... thats all .

Why is my mood so damn bad now ? Haha ... i dont know what to do . Anyway ... good night and have another 11 more christmas days ~

2005-12-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

Apologies to everyone for i did not inform each and everyone of you about the news . Finally , everything has been settled down today . Upon reaching home , we are going to start a new life ahead .

All this started 2 days ago on the 19th of December , 2005 . My mum past away at around 10am in my father's arm . My brother and I was beside her . She can hardly breathe before that . She is suffering and in pain . At last she could not hold it any longer and she had to go .

My father held the ceremony at the sungai besi's Nirvana Memorial Centre . The taoist went on with their ceremony for these particular 3 days . The funeral took place at Semenyih's Nirvana Memorial Park today at 10am . Everything rounded up around 12pm and all the relatives of around 40 took lunch at a nearby restaurant . Soon after that , everyone departed back to their on home .

I would like to thank everyone who came to pay a last respect to my mum and those who had cared for me . I appreciated it alot . Now that we're back home , i hope everything will be okay ... and i know mum will always be looking at us all the time .

2005-12-19T03:34:00.000+08:00

Eewww , so lazy to blog today . So lets make it short ...

Woke up at 1pm today !! Wooohooo ... im officially a pig ...
Accompanied my mum awhile before heading my way to Sunway to meet JC and KS .
Dint eat anything until 3pm so went to Secret Recipe to take something light .
After that walk walk a little and then head back .
Reached back saw my godmother and auntie there .
Chitchat with them a while bout what's happening ...
Mouth so pain so i din really eat my dinner .
Accompanied my mum until now 11.34pm cause everyone just leave it to me for i dont know why ....
Then i got a latest news !!! Hao Hao won the singing competition liaoooo !! Hehehe ...

Add something bout what JC and I did .. hahaa ~~
He feed me and i feed him back ... i wondered how Kuan Shien thought of that time . Brothers maa ... feeding is normal right ?

2005-12-18T05:49:00.000+08:00

Ulcer ? Sorethroat ? Nooo .. its not . Finally i understand why is my mouth and throat so in pain . It's actually cause by ....

******THE GROWTH OF MY BIG TOOTH******

Damn , no wonder within this 2 years , i've been experiencing this pain either on the left or right of my gums . Hehe ... during this period , really cant eat anything at all . For example , my gor gor brought me to Kim Gary for lunch . I was seriously hungry but i couldnt eat much . Just ate half of it while my gor gor ate 3 main dishes ! Oh my goodness ... i lost ? Anyway , even that half bowl that i ate , i vomitted a few minutes later . I have no idea why i vomit but it happened to me the day before too . Sucks ....

Its gonna be quite a long post . For the lazy's one ... here's the main point . Haha ...

Meet gor gor in sunway , lunch at Kim Gary .
Brought him back home to visit mama .
Go Midvalley to meet Jia Chang but was late so changed to Sg Wang .
Meet Jia Chang there and chit chat .
Last train of KTM was gone and i could not get home .
Scared and blank dont know what to do so last resort ... called my gor gor to fetch me .
Sleep until 12.30pm today .

After lunch , brought gor gor back to my house to visit my mama . Then he also helped me to massage her . Hehihee , mum was smiling all the way . Im glad ~
Then Jia Chang messaged me and say he is in MidValley . If wanted to meet him , just go there worr . So i quickly asked my gorgor to fetch me to Mid Valley . Damnnnn ..... it was raining and damn heavy traffic !! He had to leave by 7pm yet i reached there by 7pm .... so in the end we make some changes to our plan . Gor gor and i head to Sg Wang to meet him .

That didi of mine ... eventhough he saw us but he doesnt want to come out and see us !! Haha ... that little kid . I have to keep begging and scolding until finally .... he stood right behind me . Hmmphh !! Waited you for more than an hour there ... of cause you have to come out and meet me maaa right ? Anyway , he's really shy yet ... adorable .

I was supposed to bring Jia Chang back to my house but he insist he wanted to go Genting . So ... i have to let him go back . Next time you better make it i tell you hor !

So then , gor gor wanted to drive me home but i rejected cause it's troubling him if he have to pass by Shah Alam . So i insist to take Monorail and Ktm . Yet after i reach KL Sentral's Ktm ... the final train was finished . I was shocked man !! I'm left alone there . My mind suddenly went blank . I just walked out of the building . Find a place to sit , took my phone and called Chun Hao . No idea why , he messaged me during that time and so i just called him . Such coincident . He told me calm down and search for an alternative way back . He said if i reached back just give him a message too . So he just put down the phone ....

After sometime , I finally called my gor gor because i do not have any idea at all . Eventhough i do not wish to interupt him but ... i just have too .

My stomach was paining , hungry , tired , my wallet left only RM15 so couldnt take a cab , my phone was low batt with only 95cents left and im all alone there in the dark . Hmm ... something that i never experienced before . That moment , i was so hoping that my mum and hao was there with me . Felt like such a kiddo .

At first my gor gor couldnt find me because he is from ipoh so he is not so familiar with KL roads . Yet he didnt give up and search for me . I'm so happy that he did that for me . So thankful because finally he's able to found me !!! Ahhh ..... i do not have to be stranded there alone in the dark and cold . Thank you ... =) such a big relief .....

Upon reaching home , mama asked me to massage for her . Eventhough im in pain but i guess her pain is so much more than mine . So i just did what she wants . After an hour of massage , i smsed Hao , went online awhile to listen to some songs and i hit the lights off .

As for today , i slept until 12.30pm . Yet im still sooooo tired . Hungry somemore but cant eat . So awful leeee . Just drank a cup of coffee and thats it . My lunch ... haha ...

Oh ya , today is Axel's birthday . Just wanted to wish him a big big happy birthday to him and wish him all the best in life . =)

" Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Axel

Happy Birthday to you ... "

It's saturday but i dont know what to do ... someone help me please ~

Some picture's to share ....

Jc and I ... hMmm ... so funny laaa !!!

My gor gor and i ... looks can be deceiving ... he's really a great great bro ~

I will surely get killed when i place this pic .. . hahahahhaaaaa ....

I guessed everyone knows what's happening huh ? Hhahaaa ... so memalukan ....

Oh my , i was so outdated ... i dint know beyonce and jennifer colab with beckham in this pepsi advertisement !! > <"

2005-12-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

Right , tomorrow will be the official superstar audition right here in KL , Times Square . Hoho ... those who will be participating do give in your best !! I will surely sms to vote for you guys ... So funny , just now that few friends of mine smsed me . They say have i prepared a few songs anot and say i must go tomorrow . Meet there wor .. ahhaha .. so funny ! Please la .. dont humiliate me !! ~~ =P

Somehow right now ... feel a bit sad =)

Gambateh ... Project Superstar owns ~ Naruto Rawkssss !!

2005-12-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

Here is Leehom's newest MV 'Finally' . Its one of his longest MV and is much recommended .
Lee Hom - Finally

Did nothing much today . My dad bought a watch for me . So happy . Haha ~ Today , my dad also cook dinner for me le . Its been so long since i ate homemade dishes . Im so damn full . Just now , i even vomitted ! Goodness ... my sorethroat still havent recovered yet . Really painful .

Have no idea what to do now . Tomorrow might go out to meet my so called .. brother ? Haha !! Its been so long since i've last meet him . Hope tomorrow can meet again la ... I'm freakin boring now . I wanted to listen to someone to sing for me !! Eventhough its practice but its ok la ...
I also want gifts ... wherever you are , in Penang , Pangkor , Genting , Cameron , Aussie ... whatever la ... i wan gift from you all ahhhh !!

2005-12-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

I've been massaging for 9hours in a day for my mum . I can become a pro now . Anyone need my service ?

Readers , can i have borrow a few minutes of your precious time ? If you could , kindly just make a small prayer for my mum . So she could recovered as soon as possible . I can see that my dad worries bout her so much . My mum's memories is starting to fade away .... im really scared . I need a solid advice .

2005-12-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

Not much mood today . Even my dinner .. hMM .. =)
Been massaging my mum over and over and over again . Now neck and backbone pain . I really need a good rest now . Just like i said before ... how great if there's a free massage service for me . Hmmmm

Oh ya , just now i promise someone to promote his blog ... so here i am going to promote is secara besar-besaran ~

http://kenny-o-logy.blogspot.com/

So dear readers , do take sometime to visit my friend's blog yaaa ~ hehehe ....

Oh ya ... want to see my idol ? Here ...

2005-12-14T09:35:00.000+08:00

12th December 2005

Kinda weird . Wake up kinda early ... but when im in someone's place , i slept like a pig . Haha ... maybe im not used to my own place .. alone again ? Dad brought my mum to hospital even before i woke up . So practically im alone in the house . Just switched on my pc and let some songs to be played loud . At least with music , i aint gonna be so lonely . Music ... my life ~

Did nothing much today , just watched Naruto and sleep sleep sleep . Something so missing ... and i felt kinda terrible . Guiltiness ... i made someone's day so bad . Everything just turn upside down for him . Sorry again ... and please don't angry with it okay ? =)

Lawrence called me later night and have a chitchat . Its been so long since we talk on the phone already . Finally , today i gave him a solid answer . I'm sure he will be very dissapointed . Im sorry Lawrence . Regardin bout you are going to start a new life in Penang , seriously , i will support you all the way . If im given this chance , im sure i will do it too . You know me quite well . I will regret if i never put my hardwork on somethings and just give up . I will wanna try everything in life . So Lawrence , i hope when you start a new life there ... don't forget those good things here ... as for those bad stuffs , take it as an experience and lesson in life . All the best !

Around midnight , called Hao before he slept and just wished him all the best . Hope he will take good care of health . Really worried .

13th December 2005

Around 11am , Chris called me . It was rather uncomfortable chat for me . Just remind me of someone ... just hang up my phone when they want . Pissed me off . So far in my life , i've never hang up anyone's phone . Maybe i should do it sometime to let people feel it ? Hmmphh ... and i thought of going to visit him but he already has a pack schedule ... so basically im free again ~

I went back to sleep and i have a nightmare . Whenever my mood is really bad , im sure to have a nightmare . Around 2pm only i woke up .... geng neh ! Then , went online to check my pc . I just request my brother to reformat it before i went to sleep last night . So i have to reinstall alot of softwares inside . At least , i wont be disconnected again and again and again !! At least , i wont claimed the title of DC king ! Haha ...

Chatted with Alastair later on . Again , i made someone rather not happy ? Sorry again ... dont know what have i done today . Mistakes all over ...

Have been massaging my mum plenty of times today . Its never been like this . Just now , while i was massaging , i teared . My heart felt intense pain to see her gettin worst each passing day . Now her voice is fading . She can merely talk sofly . What can i do ....

Oh ya , chat with my ex-fren just now . He asked me to get lost ... he repeated twice . I cant stand his attitude . If a friend doesnt be truthful to him , who will ? Truth always hurt but as a friend , i just always wanted to be truthful and honest . If that's wrong .. you never know what is real meaning of a friend ... i've blocked and deleted him for life now . Mr Lam Yan Yee , you asked for it . I really dont know what happened today . I cant stand it anymore .... i fear i might do something out of control ....

2005-12-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

10th December 2005

Hao Hao brought me to eat satay celup for dinner . It is one of the famous delicacy in malacca too . Wahhh nice nice !! All the meals today is on me . At last .... hehehe ..

11th December 2005

At night , that pig who promise me to study did not study but in the end , fall asleep for hours ! Haihz ...
Around 12.30am we got ourselves prepared and he drove me to MP . We are going to meet his friends to watched Narnia together . A dozen of guys watching movie together ... so cute leee ...

From my personal oppinion , this movie is good . Just like Hao said , the CG was awesome . Its gettin better each movie they make . I really like the effects they put in ... really my type of movie . As for my favourite character in the movie ... it must be the gryphon !! Yeah ... i love them so much especially when one of it transform into a phoenix !! Maybe that's why i love Jean Gray in the X-Men Evo ...

After the movie , Hao brought me to take supper in a mamak stall near by a graveyard ! Haha ... how cool is that ? He said that the food there is really nice . Oh well , i cant deny its kinda nice though . After the supper , its already near 4.30am . Head back home and sleep . I couldnt sleep well at first . No idea why ... my heart feel one kind ...

Thought of coming back early in the morning . In the end , woke up around 1pm , went to take lunch and bought my ticket later on . Its a 3.30pm bus . So during the time , Hao brought me to Tan Kim Hock's shop to get some dodol for my family . Haha ...

After everything , he drove me back to the bus station and he have to rush back home because he got stomache . Hmmm ... after i got down from the car , i felt one kind . I teared a little while waiting for the bus ... dont know why . Maybe im feeling kinda heavy to leave . I really had a lot a lot of fun in these few days . It might be just a 4days 3nights but its great . I learn a lot of things too from this trip . My wish ? I certainly hope that I will have this chance again in the future . If it allows ...

Oh ya , Chun Hao introduced me to a new Steven Spielberg's movie entitled Memoirs of a Geisha ... i saw the thriller and its not bad ! I hope i have a chance to watch with him ba . Hahaha ... or maybe he is going to Indonesia to watch it with his friends ? Hmm ...

Right now , im eating the dodol that i bought with my family . Nice ... if someone can feed me lagi cunted ! So tired , perhaps should get some rest early . Night people ~

2005-12-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

A damn lazy pig who promise me to study but in the end .... he was sleeping for hours !! After waking up and prepared , we went to meet his friends in MP . A dozens of guys waiting there to watch Narnia . Can't wait can't wait ! Haha ...

Let me see , its been a long time since i last watched any movie in cinema . It was great ... like Chun Hao said , the CG was really awesome . I like the effects they gave in as for the plot it was alright though . Never thought that those kids are the main characters there . Haha ...
Of all the characters in the movie , i really like the gryphon so much . Especially when it transform into the phoenix !! So damn cool .. haha ... maybe that's why i love the character Jean Gray in X-Men Evo ...

After the movie it was around 4pm and he brought me to a mamak stall near by a malay graveyard . He told me that the food there was really good .

2005-12-11T07:02:00.000+08:00

9th December 2005

Around 12.30am , Chun Hao brought me to eat at one of the malay restaurant . Chitchat a little and then he drove me the beach !! Weee ..... it's been a long time since i last went to beachwalk ! It was wild wind that night . For those who knew me well , im sure you all know that i love the sound of the waves . Additional to that , i finally saw the place that he told me all this while . It's actually the Petronas factory located on the other side of the beach . At night , the factory will on all its lights and when viewed from the beach , damn .... it was awesome , just beautiful .
After sometime , i requested something from him . I told him about my wishes . One of the things that i would love to do is to have a beachwalk while holding someones hand . Im so happy that he eventually let me do it lorrr ... the feeling was undescribable ... it was just ... great and ... honoured ? Heheh ..

Then , he started to sing aloud on the beach and as for me ... i just squart there and feel the wind blowing at face while enjoying the motions of the waves . Suddenly , my tears just came out ... yeah ... i cried . All of a sudden , i thought of someone . Someone that promise me that will do all this things with me in the future . Beachwalking , looking at the sunset sunrise , gazing at the stars and so on ... but now ... all the promise are left nothing . While i was crying , Chun Hao saw me and gave me a small but warm hug . He asked me not to cry anymore ... so i just did what he said ... haha ...

After around 1 hour or 2 , finally we are willingly to set our foot of the beach . I really dont wish to leave this place . It is a place that will always makes me feel much better ... so free without any walls around me . Well , i just hope i have a chance like this again ... in the future .

Perhaps we were too tired ... we woke up at 2pm . Hhaha !! He brought me to Sushi King for lunch and i was like ... OMG ! I came to malacca to enjoy Sushi King ? Hmmm ... its ok la ... at least see who am i eating with . Went back and did nothing ... just online and listening to songs until 7pm . Chun Hao is going for an event to sing in Jonker Street . Yeap ... if you all dont know he is one hella great singer . Hopefully he wont kembang even if i say this . So many fans are just waiting and encore-ing for him there !! Fuish ... man ...

Oh ya , he pointed out to me one of the contestants there . It was a form3 guy . Chun Hao said that he is very cute ... well , i cant deny it either . But the main point was that , he composed his own songs and sing it so damn well . I was amazed with his talent ... a great guitarist , composer and singer with goodlooks ... sociable and friendly too ... this is what i have noticed in him . Seems like Chun Hao is very interested in him ... all the best dude ... =p

10th December 2005

We had a blackout in his area around 8.30am . I was feeling so hot and sweating . Yet im too tired to fan myself . Suddenly , i felt someone fanning for me . I opened my eyes and Chun Hao is fanning for me . Haha ... im so flattered ! He fan until i slept back again . When the electricity is back ... both of us slept back . By the way , i slept on his bed while he slept on other bed . Dont think too much .... oh ya , his roomate is quite goodlookin and friendly too . Haha ~

At last he drove me to town to get something really nice to eat . It was chicken rice ball . A very famous dish in malacca . Could not deny that it is indeed really nice . Both of us ate a half of the chicken and order 3 plate of riceball . Nice nice ... wished i could have the chance again .

Now back to his house and he is studying cause he has exam on tuesday and wednesday . Feel kinda bad cause i keep distracting him . Hmmm ...

Eating the bread that he bought for me . Yummy .. haha !!
Here is a pic of him again .. previous pic looks like Leo Ku huh ? Now you will see that he looks like Chee Lam ...

2005-12-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

7.30am already woke up and double checked my stuffs . Ate toastbread and that's it . Reminded Kuan Shien to come and fetch me about 8.15am . With the motorcycle ride , i managed to reached there around 8.30am . While the bus will be arriving at 8.45am ...

Reached around 10.30am and i was bloody desperate for a washroom !! So i ran to the public toilet . Then i called Chun Hao because i couldnt see him anywhere . He asked me to meet him right in the centre of the ticket selling building . Yeah , then he brought me to eat some dim sum !! Wahhh ... so nice eh ! Can see a lengtjai while eating .. hahaha ~ oh well =p

Later on he brought me back to his house and then we just listen to some songs . I even get to see his previous live performance . He loves singing and he is talented in it man ! This year's competition , he managed to round in to the finals ! Great job ...

At night , i called Teck Jinn out for a dinner . Went to fetch him and our dinner was steaks !! EEee ... so long din eat jor ... i thought someone will treat me but have to eat AA pulak ... anyway it was really nice . Even until now im still very full . Haha ... Talked with Teck Jinn alot alot of stuffs and its not a waste to come here to find him lorr ...
Hopefully im able to help you out ... hehe

Back home now and Chun Hao is sleepin like a pig haha ...

Neh .. the guy right behind me !! Haha ... Anyway ... this is the real him ~~ oOoo ...

Dont know what to do now ... so tired le ... wanted someone to massage me .. Hmmmm ...
Anyway , goodnight people ~

2005-12-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today . Too tired liao . Went to market to buy a pack of chicken rice for my lunch . After everything , i watched Resident Evil 2 again . No idea how many times i watched this show but i still love it !! I love how Jill Valentines appeared in the starting ... just so damn cool eeyy ~

Hmmm ... tomorrow i will be leaving to malacca to meet my friend in MMU lorr ... so good got people want to threat me everything in this few days . I will back mostly on saturday . My friends say that malacca has so many delicacies for me to try on ... hmmm .. cant wait for it liao ~

Im being such a good good boy today . Stay at home ... Hhehe ... Just packed my stuffs for tomorrow's leaving . Burned 2 cds for the someone also ... really nothing to do ... so hot and tired now . Currently listening to Alex Fong and Stephy's Hou Hou Luen Ngoi ... Nice Love ~
such a nice song ...

Mun Choon > Kuan Shien > See Meng ... hahaha ~~~

2005-12-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

5th December 2005

Slept most of my time for the day . I'm feeling really sick too . Wanted to vomit and diarrhea ... cow cow cow ! Feeling much better at the night and went to Asean Cafe in Subang with my friends for supper . So crowded with many goodlooking peoples eventhough its just monday night . Wow ... should come here more often liao . Hehe ..
Thought of catching up a midnight show too but too bad See Meng has to be the Cinderella girl ... 12am curfew ~ Hmm ...

6th December 2005

Went to Low Yatt again today to meet Chris . Just that this time , i brought a few friends of mine Kuan Shien , Mun Choon , See Meng and Chi Chung . Kuan Shien and Mun Choon wanted to cut and dye their hair ... well , they wanted to change their hairstyle now so i brought them to the place i did mine too . See Meng wanted to have a haircut while Chi Chung just wanted to see and hear my stories . hiehHehe ....

Reached there around 3pm and everything took around 3hours plus ... while they were doing their hair , Chris , Chi Chung and I went to McD for our lunch .. It's been really a long time since i last ate McD lor ... nothing much just ordered a double cheeseburger ~

When everything finally finished , three of them look really cool . Will post their goodlookin pics soon . HAha ... Then we went to Times Square's Foodcourt to take our dinner and we finally head back home .

Oh ya , the saloon that i went to , it was really awesome . I mean the workers and hairdresser there , they were so friendly , nice and goodlooking too . I really like the design of the shop . I should have taken some pic of it to promote the shop horr ? Haha ...

Erm , im feeling really sick just now when i reached home . My stomach is filled with gas and feel like wanna throw up . So i went to sleep just now and ... now i dont have much mood to do anything . Awaken now and ... so boring again . Hehe ... who can cure me ? Ish ish ...

Right after i blogged , i went down to get some food . My mum called me and so i massaged her . I teared when i massaged her all the way . I have no idea why ... i just cried ... it was dark so she couldnt see .... oh well ...

2005-12-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

Stomache again . Feel so sick sick sick !! Damn ...
Anyway , i remembered something that i wanted to blog . Its bout this lengtjai who always called me to talk on phone ... woooOoo ~ Naahhh ... this is the lengtjai lorrr ... hehHEhe =p blerk ...

Next is mr wh ... haha ... this cacated superman .. always busy helping to save the world ! Prince of dc ... haha ~

This picture was edited by superman ... so i thought i would just post it here lorr ... haha ~

2005-12-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

Haihz ... was bloggin just now and suddenly the IE went error . Now have to retype ! Hmmphh ... bloody fool ~

3rd December 2005

Today was the day i've been waiting for .. we are helding a gatherin in one of my friends house ... steamboat ~
Chris and I took our brunch in KFC ... after that , we went to Chi Chung's house to help them out . Kar Lai and Ying Yin was there too ... my job was to clean all the stuffs there while Chris and the girls are making the dumpling and wantan . Oohh ... nice nice ~
After that , we just sat there and chitchat ... laugh here laugh there like crazy people .. haha .. then later on , Chi Chung's mum cooked mee bandung for us . Its so tasty ... weeee ~

We went back around 4pm to shower and change our clothing . After that , we went to 7elevan to buy some ice cubes for the drinks . Yeah , the meal starts around 6.30pm . Around 18 people was there . It was so kewl .... so many many food !! We have 4types of fishball , crabstick , squid , dumpling , wantan , prawns , tofu , yee mee , abalonemushroom , golden mushroom , and alots more . Cant remember much ... just know that most of the food is unfinished cause its just too much !! HEheheh ...

Oh yeah , i brough my little puppy over to the party later night and ... hahaha ~~ so funny la !! I love my puppy so much now ... so cute so cute so cute ~ !!
Din take much pic just a few lorrr .. haihz ... wait my friend ba ~

Aahhh ~ its one of the greatest night i ever had in this year . Chris and i had so so so much fun .. heheheh ... Laughter all the way . Im so happy and i truly enjoyed it with my heart . Thanks so much for all the hardwork people !! Went home around 12.30am ... showered and sleep !! Cause we were just too tired ... waaaa ~

4th December 2005

Ohhhh .... we woke up so late today !! Around 12pm cause we were to exhausted ! I bring Chris out for lunch and then back home . We both massaged my mum for so many times already . My mum love him so much . She said that Chris massaging skill was superb ! I think Chris can open his own massaging centre ! I switched on the tv today and saw 2 chinese show . My goodness ... one of the show is Super Generation channel 31 . It was about 5 guys who is actively inclinedwith sports . As far i remembered , all the 5 guys was so damn hot n cute ! Gosh ... even the girls are screaming there ...
Another show was Guess at channel 32 . HAhaha .. this was totally funny . They invited 5 guys who felt themselves are feminine and more lady like ... the contestants was truly shockin . They look so pretty and cute eventhough they are guys . They dance even hotter and wilder than the girls man !! Weeee wwiiiiittt.....

After everything finished , Chris suggested an idea to me . He wanted to dye his hair in low yatt . Then he asked me to follow him as i also wanted to cut n dye my hair . Wanted to have a new hairstyle ! So i just went there without asking any permission ... how uncool hor ? The saloon name was De Headline Saloon . The hairdresser is Chris's friend so its kinda nice .. at least someone who can be trusted . Chris also said that he is a very skillful person in this field ! WOooo ~

So i highlight redbrown while Chris dyed fully brownish gold . Mine was 110 in total . Well , im very satisfied cause Chris also said it was nice !! Im not sure what other thinks though ... hHehehe ...

Then we went to the Hawker near Lot 10 and took our dinner ... Gosh ... took a bowl of ramen and i got stomache !! Hmmphh ... meet one of my netfriend there Alvan with his friends . Walked abit and i have to go home already cause i cant stand the pain ! Chris had to go to Kelana Jaya to meet his friend to take stuffs .
So i went back to Shah Alam alone ...

I had fun today but kinda sad when have to depart with some people ... hmmm ....

This is the pic of the puppy i got from my friend and ... myself ~ Okay .. the lights are really low ... cant see at all .. nevermind laa .. see me enough la .. haha !!! please laaaaaa dont laugh ...

2005-12-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

Just sleep for few hours and i woke up early in the morning . Talked a lil to my mum while i was massaging her . She told me she is suffering and she is just like a burden to all of us . She just hope that God will take her back to His side . Hmmm ... what can i say bout this ? I don't want to see her suffer anymore yet i wanted her to be by my side . I'm such a selfish creature . I teared when she talked bout this ... hmmm ...

As i have promised my friend yesterday , i will accompany him in sg wang area . I was supposed to show up at 12.30pm yet ... i reached around 1.30pm !! Aah , such a shamed . Heheh ... Eventhough its just weekdays but the crowd ... wow ... and so damn many goodlooking people . Well , not handsome but goodlooking . Around 50 people i see , there is 1 guy who is like so damn handsome . He is hanging out with his girlfriend who is also one pretty hot chick . Well , they are the only couple i saw that attracts me so much ! Really handsome and pretty . Aihz , see enough lor .

Firstly took my lunch in TimeSquare's foodcourt . I received a cute lil puppy chain from my friend . Damn ... its so cute ! Thanks lorr . I love puppy and cute stuffs so much . Tsk tsk .. then we went for a walk and eventually we end up in NeWay . Singing all my heart out for that day . No idea why , but i teared when i sang some songs in there . Hmmm ... how come le ? After the singing , my friend invite me for a dinner at bukit bintang . Well , had my shocked of the day . Something suprising happened ... phew ... anyway , its past already . Hehe ... but that incident lose all my appetite . Did not finished my meal ... phew ... just wasted like that .

Reached home around 11.30pm . So tired and didnt do much after that . Just sat down and listen to songs again . Then went to play game and watch anime again . Cant sleep until 4am .
As for today , woke up early in the morning around 8am because i need to fetch my friend for morning market . We are going to have a gathering party in my friend house tomorrow . Steamboat !! So i drove them to morning market and tesco to get some seafood and stuffs . They are having a real promotion there and so many aunties are there already fighting for the seafoods ! Gosh ... feel so damn akward . A kiddo have to fight with them for food !! Arhh ...

After the shopping , drove to the market again for breakfast !! Holy cow , my friend was so damn funny . She really almost makes me choked to death with my curry mee . I was so full because she keep making me laugh . I really couldnt hold back and laugh like crazy . Its been so long since i've been laughing like this . Haha ... so shameful ~

Today , my friend Chris will come over to my place to overnight . Right now , he is playing his online game ferentus while me ... im just typing this . Lol ... i will bring him to help out for the steamboat preparation so i asked him to come over earlier . HAhaa ... pity you Chris . Hopefully tomorrow will be an enjoyable day . At least will make all my bad mood flow away .
Recently , i couldnt eat well and sleep well . I ate less than half of what i used to eat and i sleep only few hours everyday . Yet im not tired . Hmmm ... im really going crazy soon .

Currently im listening to Gigi's Shun Shi Zhen aka clockwise . This song always makes me tears . Really feel sad everytime i hear this song . Anyone know this song ? It has a deep meaning behind it . Nice ...

2005-12-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

Here i am again . Did nothing much in the afternoon . Just getting myself to be a pig . Well , i had a very traumatic dream then . It was rather childish yet scary . I hate and fear cockroach the most and yet ... i have to fight with them in the dream . Thousands of them ... yuck !!

While i was sittin in front of the pc listening to music ... i saw a box of chocolate . Its cadbury brand and yeah ... i took and look at it . Suddenly , my tears started to roll down my cheeks . I dont think i will eat another piece of this chocolate soon . I scared that if i eat it bit by bit ... it will be finished one . I just dont wish that to happened cause its a gift .. a gift to encourage me for my STP exam from someone special . Oh well , i guess im going to keep it safe somewhere . Hope it wont expired soon though .. hehe ...

Currently listening do Nicholas Teo's Dream ... eventually i have not heard of this song before but now .. its so familiar ... i used to listen to it everyday . Everytime i call someone , this is the caller ringtone song .
Ahh ... feeling so tired right now . Feel like my bones are breaking and my mind is exploding . If anyone here do miss me , why not give me a misscall ? So i could know who are you ... =)

2005-12-01T02:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm ... yesterday was interesting enough for me . Finally after a year ... i get to hang out with my best friends . Following me in my pajero was Matthew , Kuan Shien , Ying Yin , Kar Lai and his younger sis , Chin Siong , See Meng and Caroline . Phew ... 9 people including in my car wow ~ hehehe ... Reached Pyramid around 12pm . Most of them wanted to watch Harry Potter but as for me ... i'm not so in the mood to watch any movie yet so i was leave behind with See Meng . Well , she is not interested in it too .. Haha .. Just like brother just like sister huh ?

After my friends went into the cinema , i brought See Meng to Secret Recipe for light snack . She ordered herself a NewYork CheeseCake and i got myself an OreoCheeseCake with a Chocolate Milk Shake .. nyum nyum ... all my favourite ~ hehehe .. well , this meal was on me so though !
We sat there and chitchat for around 2hours before we finally get our butts to move . It's been a really long time since i have this kind of conversation with her . Hardly able to get the chances .

Around 3.15pm , Caroline called me up and told me they had finished watching the movie and wanna meet up . So after meeting up , went to KimGary for lunch ? Well , it was 4pm so can i consider it as high tea ? Hmmm ... Surprisingly , im always the one who have to do the payment first . We'll the bil is around 90+ and there goes ...

Yeah , reached back home around 7pm and i feel so sick . Don't even have the appetite for dinner already eventhough my dad bought me dinner . Later then , i vomitted and only then i feel better .

As for today , woke up around 9am cause i sleep really early yesterday ... now its almost 11am and i havent take my breakfast yet . Hmmm ... so lazy and so hoping someone could ask me to go for breakfast and feed me .. hhaha ~~ who want to feed me ?

Oh ya , was browsing through the net just now and found this webbie ... its a great news for king of fighters fans !!
http://www.snkplaymore.jp/official/kof-xi/
its the latest installment of king of fighters ... after 2 years of taking a break from kof03 .. finally a new game new name new image is formed ... phew .. cant wait for it !!

As for me , im currently playing a mmorpg now . Its called ferentus ...
http://www.ferentus.com
Anyone care to join me in this game ? Hope to have more friends in there ~ hehe ...

2005-11-29T15:41:00.000+08:00

Here you go , Daniel Lee's album ~

01 Fei [Fly]
02 Xuan Ze [Option]
03 You Ji [Organic Love]
04 I Don't Know
05 Xian Jai Hen Xiang Jian Ni [Wanted To See You Now]
06 Wu Fa Zi Ba [Irresistable]
07 Xin Yun Er [The Lucky One]
08 Second Childhood
09 Heaven Knows
10 Mimpi

Enjoy ~

2005-11-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

before i wanna start again .. i wanna tell u all something ,
just now , i received a sms from jackie ..
he said tat the case tat i was vomitting blood was a lie, he asked me stop to tell this lie
tats all i wanna say
bye

Jon : Such a harsh day I see ; The rule visiting a blog, believe or not have it your way. Anyway, if you don have a prove, do not accuse until u have one! Prove it before you accuse the writer. Kin! You don really have to bother about msg left by reader

This was extracted from a used-to-be very-important-person to me . If you wish to see well , the blog is at my linkie there . I'm sure everyone knows his name right ? Hehe ...
When i saw this i wondered to myself , when i smsed him about this thing straight away he posted in his xanga ... but during this 3 days , i called him for i dont know how many times until my ears turns red and sms him lotsa times and he did NOT reply ... why dont he post it ? I'm sure everyone knows the word pity ? Well , make use of the word in this case . If i'm the one who put this message in my blog , im sure everyone will think the sender is such a jerk and will start to pay more attention to me ... oh ... im just saying only ... im not sure also ... haha ~ but horr ... without the wind .. how would the tree shake ? Im really sorry if i offended too much in here and later on ... Can i ask something dear readers , how far can a trust go ?

There is something i wanted to mention which is why does anyone want to care bout my nonsense my craps my rubbish my useless meaningless word if its not true ? If its not true then just let it be . Justice shall be held . Truth will eventually be seen . Im not trying to target to anyone but sometimes money is so powerful it can control alot of things . Eventhough it can buy alot alot of unexpected surprising stuffs , but its not everything . Money is the root of all evil . It can be use to buy a diploma cert , degree cert , and so many many other certificates too . Even my friend had bought it before . Cool ? Hihiee ... and as mr jon said , believe it or not have it your way . Then believe my words or not just have it your way too . I cant blame you for protecting a friend . Im sure everyone will stand up against this kind of things . But can anyone , anyone at all make a big prove and evidence that everything is real ? I think no one ... but only The Lord Himself ... remember i did not make things in such a big fuss ... but since this thing is brought up to the internet , therefore im just like everyone trying to protect in what they believe in ... its not your fault its not my fault either ... its not anyone but just the imperfection of human nature ...

Love is everything ~ Im sure everyone had heard of this ? But have you ever see the real thing ? Let me highlight it for you all Love Is Everything ~ LIE ~ Balancy in everything is so important .... however the most important person in everyone's life should be their parents . No matter what happened the parents will always be there for them . They are the one giving the most sacrifices to us more than anyone else in this world ...

Oh ~~ by the way , i already found out kin blocked me in MSN . As if was quite eager to know why he din't online for such long time ... i asked a number of friends of mine and yeah ... he is onlined .. oh with the name " Kin wants justice " ... and yeah ... i blocked him too just in case ? hiHehie ...

God The Almighty has His eyes open all these while . He knows what is happening all these while . I'm sure He will give his judgement one day ... soon ....

Eventhough we were so called the sweet and cute couple last time ... but we were just merely in a virtual world's relationship . I've never hold his hand , kiss him , bring him out for a date nor even meet him in real . Through out this months i'm with him i always requested to meet him . I don't really mind if i should be the one who take the initiative but from one excuse to another excuse ... i just never get to meet him . From the month of May , i waited till June to July to August to September to October and finally November . I was trully excited that my STPM is over and finally , im able to meet him during the december . It was one of my greatest wish for this year ... to have a sweet pleasurable time with him alone .

Still remember the kinakajack.blogspot.com ? Well , its so cool that kin deleted it . Yoz ~
That is the place where i stated what i wish to do with kin in the future . Yea , its always fresh in my mind . Everything i was really really hoping it would come true . But just like kin's last xanga's title ... Dream dont come true , the unexpected will ... i guess its true huh ? Hehe ...

Anyway kin , if you read this ... here is some messages for you ...
It's been great being with you for this 6months . It's really great that you gave me an unforgetable experience . Always when im down you brought me up ... you are just like a medicine to me . No matter what happened to me , you just need to give me that miracle call and that's it ... i will be totally alright . I do admit we have alot of problems and arguement . Each time gettin more serious and troublesome . However , we manage to overcome it .
You know what hurted me the most ? One word that you said to me ... " i am very regret to know you but i am not regret to have you as my boyfriend " ... until now , i never understand and i dont think i wanted to know the meaning . At least i can tell you , i never regret knowing you , i never regret having you , i never regret being with you , i never regret loving you ... i only regret im not able to love you enough to change your thinking . Oh ... how blind is love . Even till now , i still love you so much . Just that , i'm not the one for you . I know i wont be able to take care of you . I cant make it . Im sorry . 2 loving people doesnt mean they have to be together . As long you are happy with your life ... its great enough .
You gave me two ring and you asked me to wear it permanently . I guess i will only wear the first ring you gave me permanently ... as for the second one , perhaps i should return it to you or just keep it somewhere safe . The first ring that you gave me , it really contains so much memories for me .

Now now now ... right here , i wanted to thank so many people who has been with me all these while . Never stop advising me and supporting me . None of these names are arranged in orders of importanty ... just when they come through my mind i wrote it down ...

Chris , thank you so much . You are still always the very special one . From last time till now , you have been with me . You gave me really great advises . I know i know ... i might listen and learn it a bit late but at least i learned right ? Thanks for accompanying me this few days . Its so fun and gladful im able to meet you back . So missed all the old times . I was quite shocked you still remember bout me ... even my favourite colour you still remember !! Honestly , so proud to have you in my life worrr ...

Joe , you too have been with me all this while . You just knew it whenever im not happy . I really know you tried hard to cheer me up whenever im upset . Just sometimes im very bossy so need more cheering than usual de ... haha ... troublesome to you hor ? Just want you to know , im a very easy guy to be pleased . Not everything need to be in money matters . I will be happy even small little matters . Just give me one sms to ask me bout my condition would make me happy also lorrr ... as long to know someone is still there for me .

Axel , i knew you not really long ago but i felt like its so long already lorr .. woof ~ Its great to know you in life too . I always said that you make me happy whenever i talk to you its true de . I was quite surprise when you get really serious with me . You are just like another guy in that body . Perhaps you are a counsellar ? That is why you are matured to me in alot of ways . Your advise somehow differ with alot of other peoples oppinion . Its great ... i know you will be leavin to UK soon .. perhaps wont be back ? Its sad ... its sad it had to be like this ... hope you will always be happy =) duckie ...

Lawrence , you are really hebat . Whenever im sad you sure know one . Never able to get away from you . You just have the 6th sense huh ? Eventhough most of your advises i already heard it but im still glad you are willingly to help me all the time . So sorry to waste your credit because digi to maxis ... of cause finish in a second laaa ... so glad to know you too . If not i also dont know how lee ...

Wai Hoe , i dont remember how i knew you also . I think its someone who gave you my address right ? This superman , really just man only . Thats all he knows . He tried to make me happy eventhough he is not so good in cheering people up . Im so glad . Oh yea , the thing that im so happy is that he knows i love puppies so much . Thats how he really cheered me up . Digi user who finished his credit because of me too . Feel so bad ... =p

Xxx , he don't let me mention his name so i just use xxx lorr .. this fella eventhough has a typical moody sometimes ... but he is still a great friend to be ... im always kinda cheer up with his cute voice and style of talking . Haha ... thanks worr ...

Wei wei , i know you will surely beat me if you saw this name . Eventhough i knew him for such a short time , he is already one of my very 38 friend . During the time to 38 , its so fun to be with him ... whenever i have troubles ... he will totally change his personality too . Very serious and matured kinda guy . Just too bad cant really talk with him often .. what to do ? People always sleep till 2 3 pm ... just like those old farms pig ~

Bibi , you will never be forgotten no matter what . So sorry for all these while . I know its rather dissapointing huh ? But don't worry , i know what to do de . She is really one hella net fren of mine . Always be there for me . Never tired of helping me ... wow ...

Azmad , it was your birthday yesterday , yet im unable to make it to call you to wish you . I felt terrible . I just couldnt make it .. forgive me alright ? So right here wanna wish you happy happy birthday ~ Hehhe .. i know he really likes me alot . Yet sometimes i dissapointed you badly huh ? Sorry boy .. he also have been with me all these while . Eventhough not really good in cheering people up but his heart ... just great ~

Suki , this lenglui from holland ... treat me really really nice . One of the pretty pretty and nice nice heart girl lo . Always treat me like prince . Whatever also will listen geh .. hehehe ... =p

There are other people who i would like to thank and apologize to . They have been there for me so well yet i've been so ignorance to them . Im sorry Leong , Edison , Jeun Shen , Kenny , Edmund , and several others which i dint listed down . Thanks to Kuan Shien , Tracy , Chi Chung , Kar Lai , See Meng , Mun Choon , Chin Siong , Yee Leng , Lam , Chieh Yee , Chong Yew , Mel , Andrew , Isaac , Huey Juien , Debbie , Wayne , Jake , Winson , Yau , Kar Kiat , Kelvin , Kel Vin , Jovy , Voon Kiat , Mimi and alot alot people who always be with me till now . Thanks yoooh ...
One more person name Ying Yin , she is on hella good fren . Sadly she is going to shift to Penang by the end of this year . Seldomly will be able to see her again in the future . Hmmm ... =)

Sorry again if im being very offensive in this post . Hope you will understand .

2005-11-28T03:36:00.000+08:00

Huhuhu ... 2 days did not post anything already . Before i post anything , let me do my little advertisement here . I'll be introducing 3 brand new albums out in the market recently .

1st new album would be from Janice ( Wei Lan ) M.Vidal . Her brand new album name entitled My Love will be released on the 28th of November , 2005 . It features 12 songs in this album . Special credits for gchan1980 . Thanks alot .

01. Ten Of Him Are Not As Good As You
02. Misunderstanding
03. You Won't Come Here Tonight (Cantonese)
04. Mouth Flowers
05. Goodbye
06. Extremely Confused And Disturbed
07. My Love My Fate
08. Big Brother
09. I Love I Want
10. Never Let You Go
11. My Love (Interlude)
12. You Won T Come Here Tonight (Mandarin)

Download Link
Part A Click Here
Part B Click Here

2nd new album that i would like to introduce is from the three pretty ladies themselves named Selina , Hebe and Ella . Yup , SHE has released their brand new album entitled Once Upon A Time on the 25th of November , 2005 . It features 10 of their new songs . Special credits for 501 . Thanks alot .

01. Don't Wang To Grow Up
02. Super Model
03. Don't Want To Be Your Friend
04. Gray Skies
05. Bay Goddess
06. Oasis
07. Thank You For Letting Me Love You
08.
09. Gun Expert
10. Star's Fire

The third new album is non other than our very own Malaysian Idol 2 Winner , Daniel Lee . I'll be uploading his new album very soon . So just keep track on it .

2005-11-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

Introducing my artist of the month :-

Name : Janice Wei Laan also known as Vidal

Birthplace : HongKong

Birthdate : 13th of April , 1982

Height : 5 feet 3

Weight : 103 pound

Race : Chinese + Korean + Philippino

Zodiac : Aries

Language : English + Cantonese + Mandarin

Hobbies : Singing + Dancing + Listening Music + Badminton + Travelling

Music Genre : R & B + Jazz + Blues + Funk-Soul + Punk Rock + Ska Punk + Acid Jazz

This is from her Day & Night album ...

01 In Love Again
02 Ching Sam Suet Wa Mei Chang Gong
03 Bat Ho Yat Sai [Cannot forever]
04 Yat Ye King Ching
05 Chocolate Ice
06 Sugar In The Marmalade
07 Ha Yat King Ching
08 My Eyes Don't Lie
09 2004
10 Love Me Accapella
11 Superman
12 Long Distance
13 Bat Ho Yat Sai [Christmas Version]

Bonus Track on the 2nd edition
14 Dai Go [ Big Brother ]

These are some of her songs which is not included the album .

01 Yat Cheung Ng Wooi [ A Misunderstanding ]
02 Sap Goh Ta But Yu Yat Goh Nei [ 10 of Him How Bout 1 of You ]
03 Tonight You Won't Come Back
04 Janice + Charles - 24

Charles Ying Cheong Yau is the guy in white T on the top picture.

2005-11-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

The way you make me feel so adored

Wish you'd bring me candies when i feel lonely

Dream that you were my husband-to-be

In 365 , all i ask is one , name it after me

Wish you'd write my name on your favourite palm tree

Look in my eyes , love is all you can see

Night and day i dream of that things are they way before

Will you love me more

Where , when and why did you make me cry

Loneliness has become another part of life

Tears running strong and angels have gone

Don't know how to carry on

Baby i need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight

Please turn the lights down low

And feel my body glow , whisper and flow

Baby i need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight

The world is out of sight

Cause you are all that i've been searching

For the way you make me feel adored

Been a tiring day . I actually clean and arrange my room in a proper order . Goodness !! My room are so clean and tidy now . I felt so happy ~ weeeeee ....

Oh ya , happy 19th birthday to one of my very good friend . He's turning older now . Hahaha ~ might be celebrating with him if his parents take no initiative . We'll see how ba ... Happy birthday to everyone else who is celebrating today ...

And ya , superman called me just now . Really superman !! Haha ... dont know what to comment .