Went to sg wang just to get a new handphone today but to find out its more expensive in that area ! Damn ! So went to timesquare's Damachi to meet Ah Fye . He's working there so pay a visit lor . Then went back to my area to get the new handphone . The worker is really friendly . Get to know them quite well cause she say said she knew me during i was form 5 when she is form 3 . Oh well , i've basically lost contact from my old handphone . So can you all send your handphone number to my email at mister_lavigne@hotmail.com or PM me in MSN ? Thanks alot .

New year is coming really soon . So where will you guys be counting down ? Most chances that i will be at The Curve . Never been there for countdown . Always had been sg wang ... kinda bored . Hehe ...

I cant stand this anymore . So tiring . I do not know what to do whole day . Planned to stay with my godsister so i wont feel alone but i cant because i need to wait 3weeks after my mother's death before overnighting on other people's house . I feel so stressed whenever i see my brothers with their girlfriend . At least they have someone with them . My dad will find his friends to be with him ...

As for me , im so lost . I tried to sleep , i tried to eat , i tried to listen to music i love but i cant calm down . I dont have my phone to sms nor my house phone to call people . When i online in msn trying to find someone to chat , there isnt any . Everyone seems to be busy . I feel like im a fool ... i dont want to tear anymore but i cant stop . I really hope to have someone around me ...

Hey people , Merry Christmas to everyone yaaaa . It hasnt been a great year for me . That's what they said . The year of tiger wont be having luck this year . As for next year , everything will be the other way round ... hopefully .

Anyway , during christmas eve my hp got stolen away . Basically i lost all the contact . So tomorrow i will go to get a new phone and a new simcard . Haihz ... sad man sad ....

Not really in a good mood now . Have been outing with my friends recently yet it cant calm me down when i reached home . Just feel one kind . Perhaps would say this is the most unwanted christmas by me . Yet i am so eager looking forward for christmas every year .

Exchanged some presents with friends but im sorry that i couldnt pick the best for you all . Promise i will get better one after this when i got my salary le . Yea , someone celebrating his christmas alone this year . How i wish to accompany him . I really not in the mood to countdown and stuffs . Just hope to find someone accompany me ... thats all .

Why is my mood so damn bad now ? Haha ... i dont know what to do . Anyway ... good night and have another 11 more christmas days ~

Apologies to everyone for i did not inform each and everyone of you about the news . Finally , everything has been settled down today . Upon reaching home , we are going to start a new life ahead .

All this started 2 days ago on the 19th of December , 2005 . My mum past away at around 10am in my father's arm . My brother and I was beside her . She can hardly breathe before that . She is suffering and in pain . At last she could not hold it any longer and she had to go .

My father held the ceremony at the sungai besi's Nirvana Memorial Centre . The taoist went on with their ceremony for these particular 3 days . The funeral took place at Semenyih's Nirvana Memorial Park today at 10am . Everything rounded up around 12pm and all the relatives of around 40 took lunch at a nearby restaurant . Soon after that , everyone departed back to their on home .

I would like to thank everyone who came to pay a last respect to my mum and those who had cared for me . I appreciated it alot . Now that we're back home , i hope everything will be okay ... and i know mum will always be looking at us all the time .

Eewww , so lazy to blog today . So lets make it short ...

• Woke up at 1pm today !! Wooohooo ... im officially a pig ...
• Accompanied my mum awhile before heading my way to Sunway to meet JC and KS .
• Dint eat anything until 3pm so went to Secret Recipe to take something light .
• After that walk walk a little and then head back .
• Reached back saw my godmother and auntie there .
• Chitchat with them a while bout what's happening ...
• Mouth so pain so i din really eat my dinner .
• Accompanied my mum until now 11.34pm cause everyone just leave it to me for i dont know why ....
• Then i got a latest news !!! Hao Hao won the singing competition liaoooo !! Hehehe ...

Add something bout what JC and I did .. hahaa ~~
He feed me and i feed him back ... i wondered how Kuan Shien thought of that time . Brothers maa ... feeding is normal right ?

Ulcer ? Sorethroat ? Nooo .. its not . Finally i understand why is my mouth and throat so in pain . It's actually cause by ....


******THE GROWTH OF MY BIG TOOTH******


Damn , no wonder within this 2 years , i've been experiencing this pain either on the left or right of my gums . Hehe ... during this period , really cant eat anything at all . For example , my gor gor brought me to Kim Gary for lunch . I was seriously hungry but i couldnt eat much . Just ate half of it while my gor gor ate 3 main dishes ! Oh my goodness ... i lost ? Anyway , even that half bowl that i ate , i vomitted a few minutes later . I have no idea why i vomit but it happened to me the day before too . Sucks ....

Its gonna be quite a long post . For the lazy's one ... here's the main point . Haha ...

• Meet gor gor in sunway , lunch at Kim Gary .
• Brought him back home to visit mama .
• Go Midvalley to meet Jia Chang but was late so changed to Sg Wang .
• Meet Jia Chang there and chit chat .
• Last train of KTM was gone and i could not get home .
• Scared and blank dont know what to do so last resort ... called my gor gor to fetch me .
• Sleep until 12.30pm today .

After lunch , brought gor gor back to my house to visit my mama . Then he also helped me to massage her . Hehihee , mum was smiling all the way . Im glad ~
Then Jia Chang messaged me and say he is in MidValley . If wanted to meet him , just go there worr . So i quickly asked my gorgor to fetch me to Mid Valley . Damnnnn ..... it was raining and damn heavy traffic !! He had to leave by 7pm yet i reached there by 7pm .... so in the end we make some changes to our plan . Gor gor and i head to Sg Wang to meet him .

That didi of mine ... eventhough he saw us but he doesnt want to come out and see us !! Haha ... that little kid . I have to keep begging and scolding until finally .... he stood right behind me . Hmmphh !! Waited you for more than an hour there ... of cause you have to come out and meet me maaa right ? Anyway , he's really shy yet ... adorable .

I was supposed to bring Jia Chang back to my house but he insist he wanted to go Genting . So ... i have to let him go back . Next time you better make it i tell you hor !

So then , gor gor wanted to drive me home but i rejected cause it's troubling him if he have to pass by Shah Alam . So i insist to take Monorail and Ktm . Yet after i reach KL Sentral's Ktm ... the final train was finished . I was shocked man !! I'm left alone there . My mind suddenly went blank . I just walked out of the building . Find a place to sit , took my phone and called Chun Hao . No idea why , he messaged me during that time and so i just called him . Such coincident . He told me calm down and search for an alternative way back . He said if i reached back just give him a message too . So he just put down the phone ....

After sometime , I finally called my gor gor because i do not have any idea at all . Eventhough i do not wish to interupt him but ... i just have too .

My stomach was paining , hungry , tired , my wallet left only RM15 so couldnt take a cab , my phone was low batt with only 95cents left and im all alone there in the dark . Hmm ... something that i never experienced before . That moment , i was so hoping that my mum and hao was there with me . Felt like such a kiddo .

At first my gor gor couldnt find me because he is from ipoh so he is not so familiar with KL roads . Yet he didnt give up and search for me . I'm so happy that he did that for me . So thankful because finally he's able to found me !!! Ahhh ..... i do not have to be stranded there alone in the dark and cold . Thank you ... =) such a big relief .....

Upon reaching home , mama asked me to massage for her . Eventhough im in pain but i guess her pain is so much more than mine . So i just did what she wants . After an hour of massage , i smsed Hao , went online awhile to listen to some songs and i hit the lights off .

As for today , i slept until 12.30pm . Yet im still sooooo tired . Hungry somemore but cant eat . So awful leeee . Just drank a cup of coffee and thats it . My lunch ... haha ...

Oh ya , today is Axel's birthday . Just wanted to wish him a big big happy birthday to him and wish him all the best in life . =)

" Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Axel

Happy Birthday to you ... "

It's saturday but i dont know what to do ... someone help me please ~

Some picture's to share ....

Jc and I ... hMmm ... so funny laaa !!!

My gor gor and i ... looks can be deceiving ... he's really a great great bro ~

I will surely get killed when i place this pic .. . hahahahhaaaaa ....

I guessed everyone knows what's happening huh ? Hhahaaa ... so memalukan ....

Oh my , i was so outdated ... i dint know beyonce and jennifer colab with beckham in this pepsi advertisement !! > <"

Right , tomorrow will be the official superstar audition right here in KL , Times Square . Hoho ... those who will be participating do give in your best !! I will surely sms to vote for you guys ... So funny , just now that few friends of mine smsed me . They say have i prepared a few songs anot and say i must go tomorrow . Meet there wor .. ahhaha .. so funny ! Please la .. dont humiliate me !! ~~ =P

Somehow right now ... feel a bit sad =)

Gambateh ... Project Superstar owns ~ Naruto Rawkssss !!

Here is Leehom's newest MV 'Finally' . Its one of his longest MV and is much recommended .
Lee Hom - Finally

Did nothing much today . My dad bought a watch for me . So happy . Haha ~ Today , my dad also cook dinner for me le . Its been so long since i ate homemade dishes . Im so damn full . Just now , i even vomitted ! Goodness ... my sorethroat still havent recovered yet . Really painful .

Have no idea what to do now . Tomorrow might go out to meet my so called .. brother ? Haha !! Its been so long since i've last meet him . Hope tomorrow can meet again la ... I'm freakin boring now . I wanted to listen to someone to sing for me !! Eventhough its practice but its ok la ...
I also want gifts ... wherever you are , in Penang , Pangkor , Genting , Cameron , Aussie ... whatever la ... i wan gift from you all ahhhh !!

I've been massaging for 9hours in a day for my mum . I can become a pro now . Anyone need my service ?

Readers , can i have borrow a few minutes of your precious time ? If you could , kindly just make a small prayer for my mum . So she could recovered as soon as possible . I can see that my dad worries bout her so much . My mum's memories is starting to fade away .... im really scared . I need a solid advice .

Not much mood today . Even my dinner .. hMM .. =)
Been massaging my mum over and over and over again . Now neck and backbone pain . I really need a good rest now . Just like i said before ... how great if there's a free massage service for me . Hmmmm

Oh ya , just now i promise someone to promote his blog ... so here i am going to promote is secara besar-besaran ~

http://kenny-o-logy.blogspot.com/

So dear readers , do take sometime to visit my friend's blog yaaa ~ hehehe ....

Oh ya ... want to see my idol ? Here ...

12th December 2005

Kinda weird . Wake up kinda early ... but when im in someone's place , i slept like a pig . Haha ... maybe im not used to my own place .. alone again ? Dad brought my mum to hospital even before i woke up . So practically im alone in the house . Just switched on my pc and let some songs to be played loud . At least with music , i aint gonna be so lonely . Music ... my life ~

Did nothing much today , just watched Naruto and sleep sleep sleep . Something so missing ... and i felt kinda terrible . Guiltiness ... i made someone's day so bad . Everything just turn upside down for him . Sorry again ... and please don't angry with it okay ? =)

Lawrence called me later night and have a chitchat . Its been so long since we talk on the phone already . Finally , today i gave him a solid answer . I'm sure he will be very dissapointed . Im sorry Lawrence . Regardin bout you are going to start a new life in Penang , seriously , i will support you all the way . If im given this chance , im sure i will do it too . You know me quite well . I will regret if i never put my hardwork on somethings and just give up . I will wanna try everything in life . So Lawrence , i hope when you start a new life there ... don't forget those good things here ... as for those bad stuffs , take it as an experience and lesson in life . All the best !

Around midnight , called Hao before he slept and just wished him all the best . Hope he will take good care of health . Really worried .

13th December 2005

Around 11am , Chris called me . It was rather uncomfortable chat for me . Just remind me of someone ... just hang up my phone when they want . Pissed me off . So far in my life , i've never hang up anyone's phone . Maybe i should do it sometime to let people feel it ? Hmmphh ... and i thought of going to visit him but he already has a pack schedule ... so basically im free again ~

I went back to sleep and i have a nightmare . Whenever my mood is really bad , im sure to have a nightmare . Around 2pm only i woke up .... geng neh ! Then , went online to check my pc . I just request my brother to reformat it before i went to sleep last night . So i have to reinstall alot of softwares inside . At least , i wont be disconnected again and again and again !! At least , i wont claimed the title of DC king ! Haha ...

Chatted with Alastair later on . Again , i made someone rather not happy ? Sorry again ... dont know what have i done today . Mistakes all over ...

Have been massaging my mum plenty of times today . Its never been like this . Just now , while i was massaging , i teared . My heart felt intense pain to see her gettin worst each passing day . Now her voice is fading . She can merely talk sofly . What can i do ....

Oh ya , chat with my ex-fren just now . He asked me to get lost ... he repeated twice . I cant stand his attitude . If a friend doesnt be truthful to him , who will ? Truth always hurt but as a friend , i just always wanted to be truthful and honest . If that's wrong .. you never know what is real meaning of a friend ... i've blocked and deleted him for life now . Mr Lam Yan Yee , you asked for it . I really dont know what happened today . I cant stand it anymore .... i fear i might do something out of control ....

10th December 2005

Hao Hao brought me to eat satay celup for dinner . It is one of the famous delicacy in malacca too . Wahhh nice nice !! All the meals today is on me . At last .... hehehe ..

11th December 2005

At night , that pig who promise me to study did not study but in the end , fall asleep for hours ! Haihz ...
Around 12.30am we got ourselves prepared and he drove me to MP . We are going to meet his friends to watched Narnia together . A dozen of guys watching movie together ... so cute leee ...

From my personal oppinion , this movie is good . Just like Hao said , the CG was awesome . Its gettin better each movie they make . I really like the effects they put in ... really my type of movie . As for my favourite character in the movie ... it must be the gryphon !! Yeah ... i love them so much especially when one of it transform into a phoenix !! Maybe that's why i love Jean Gray in the X-Men Evo ...

After the movie , Hao brought me to take supper in a mamak stall near by a graveyard ! Haha ... how cool is that ? He said that the food there is really nice . Oh well , i cant deny its kinda nice though . After the supper , its already near 4.30am . Head back home and sleep . I couldnt sleep well at first . No idea why ... my heart feel one kind ...

Thought of coming back early in the morning . In the end , woke up around 1pm , went to take lunch and bought my ticket later on . Its a 3.30pm bus . So during the time , Hao brought me to Tan Kim Hock's shop to get some dodol for my family . Haha ...

After everything , he drove me back to the bus station and he have to rush back home because he got stomache . Hmmm ... after i got down from the car , i felt one kind . I teared a little while waiting for the bus ... dont know why . Maybe im feeling kinda heavy to leave . I really had a lot a lot of fun in these few days . It might be just a 4days 3nights but its great . I learn a lot of things too from this trip . My wish ? I certainly hope that I will have this chance again in the future . If it allows ...

Oh ya , Chun Hao introduced me to a new Steven Spielberg's movie entitled Memoirs of a Geisha ... i saw the thriller and its not bad ! I hope i have a chance to watch with him ba . Hahaha ... or maybe he is going to Indonesia to watch it with his friends ? Hmm ...

Right now , im eating the dodol that i bought with my family . Nice ... if someone can feed me lagi cunted ! So tired , perhaps should get some rest early . Night people ~

A damn lazy pig who promise me to study but in the end .... he was sleeping for hours !! After waking up and prepared , we went to meet his friends in MP . A dozens of guys waiting there to watch Narnia . Can't wait can't wait ! Haha ...

Let me see , its been a long time since i last watched any movie in cinema . It was great ... like Chun Hao said , the CG was really awesome . I like the effects they gave in as for the plot it was alright though . Never thought that those kids are the main characters there . Haha ...
Of all the characters in the movie , i really like the gryphon so much . Especially when it transform into the phoenix !! So damn cool .. haha ... maybe that's why i love the character Jean Gray in X-Men Evo ...

After the movie it was around 4pm and he brought me to a mamak stall near by a malay graveyard . He told me that the food there was really good .

9th December 2005

Around 12.30am , Chun Hao brought me to eat at one of the malay restaurant . Chitchat a little and then he drove me the beach !! Weee ..... it's been a long time since i last went to beachwalk ! It was wild wind that night . For those who knew me well , im sure you all know that i love the sound of the waves . Additional to that , i finally saw the place that he told me all this while . It's actually the Petronas factory located on the other side of the beach . At night , the factory will on all its lights and when viewed from the beach , damn .... it was awesome , just beautiful .
After sometime , i requested something from him . I told him about my wishes . One of the things that i would love to do is to have a beachwalk while holding someones hand . Im so happy that he eventually let me do it lorrr ... the feeling was undescribable ... it was just ... great and ... honoured ? Heheh ..

Then , he started to sing aloud on the beach and as for me ... i just squart there and feel the wind blowing at face while enjoying the motions of the waves . Suddenly , my tears just came out ... yeah ... i cried . All of a sudden , i thought of someone . Someone that promise me that will do all this things with me in the future . Beachwalking , looking at the sunset sunrise , gazing at the stars and so on ... but now ... all the promise are left nothing . While i was crying , Chun Hao saw me and gave me a small but warm hug . He asked me not to cry anymore ... so i just did what he said ... haha ...

After around 1 hour or 2 , finally we are willingly to set our foot of the beach . I really dont wish to leave this place . It is a place that will always makes me feel much better ... so free without any walls around me . Well , i just hope i have a chance like this again ... in the future .

Perhaps we were too tired ... we woke up at 2pm . Hhaha !! He brought me to Sushi King for lunch and i was like ... OMG ! I came to malacca to enjoy Sushi King ? Hmmm ... its ok la ... at least see who am i eating with . Went back and did nothing ... just online and listening to songs until 7pm . Chun Hao is going for an event to sing in Jonker Street . Yeap ... if you all dont know he is one hella great singer . Hopefully he wont kembang even if i say this . So many fans are just waiting and encore-ing for him there !! Fuish ... man ...

Oh ya , he pointed out to me one of the contestants there . It was a form3 guy . Chun Hao said that he is very cute ... well , i cant deny it either . But the main point was that , he composed his own songs and sing it so damn well . I was amazed with his talent ... a great guitarist , composer and singer with goodlooks ... sociable and friendly too ... this is what i have noticed in him . Seems like Chun Hao is very interested in him ... all the best dude ... =p

10th December 2005

We had a blackout in his area around 8.30am . I was feeling so hot and sweating . Yet im too tired to fan myself . Suddenly , i felt someone fanning for me . I opened my eyes and Chun Hao is fanning for me . Haha ... im so flattered ! He fan until i slept back again . When the electricity is back ... both of us slept back . By the way , i slept on his bed while he slept on other bed . Dont think too much .... oh ya , his roomate is quite goodlookin and friendly too . Haha ~

At last he drove me to town to get something really nice to eat . It was chicken rice ball . A very famous dish in malacca . Could not deny that it is indeed really nice . Both of us ate a half of the chicken and order 3 plate of riceball . Nice nice ... wished i could have the chance again .

Now back to his house and he is studying cause he has exam on tuesday and wednesday . Feel kinda bad cause i keep distracting him . Hmmm ...

Eating the bread that he bought for me . Yummy .. haha !!
Here is a pic of him again .. previous pic looks like Leo Ku huh ? Now you will see that he looks like Chee Lam ...

7.30am already woke up and double checked my stuffs . Ate toastbread and that's it . Reminded Kuan Shien to come and fetch me about 8.15am . With the motorcycle ride , i managed to reached there around 8.30am . While the bus will be arriving at 8.45am ...

Reached around 10.30am and i was bloody desperate for a washroom !! So i ran to the public toilet . Then i called Chun Hao because i couldnt see him anywhere . He asked me to meet him right in the centre of the ticket selling building . Yeah , then he brought me to eat some dim sum !! Wahhh ... so nice eh ! Can see a lengtjai while eating .. hahaha ~ oh well =p

Later on he brought me back to his house and then we just listen to some songs . I even get to see his previous live performance . He loves singing and he is talented in it man ! This year's competition , he managed to round in to the finals ! Great job ...

At night , i called Teck Jinn out for a dinner . Went to fetch him and our dinner was steaks !! EEee ... so long din eat jor ... i thought someone will treat me but have to eat AA pulak ... anyway it was really nice . Even until now im still very full . Haha ... Talked with Teck Jinn alot alot of stuffs and its not a waste to come here to find him lorr ...
Hopefully im able to help you out ... hehe

Back home now and Chun Hao is sleepin like a pig haha ...

Neh .. the guy right behind me !! Haha ... Anyway ... this is the real him ~~ oOoo ...

Dont know what to do now ... so tired le ... wanted someone to massage me .. Hmmmm ...
Anyway , goodnight people ~

Woke up late today . Too tired liao . Went to market to buy a pack of chicken rice for my lunch . After everything , i watched Resident Evil 2 again . No idea how many times i watched this show but i still love it !! I love how Jill Valentines appeared in the starting ... just so damn cool eeyy ~

Hmmm ... tomorrow i will be leaving to malacca to meet my friend in MMU lorr ... so good got people want to threat me everything in this few days . I will back mostly on saturday . My friends say that malacca has so many delicacies for me to try on ... hmmm .. cant wait for it liao ~

Im being such a good good boy today . Stay at home ... Hhehe ... Just packed my stuffs for tomorrow's leaving . Burned 2 cds for the someone also ... really nothing to do ... so hot and tired now . Currently listening to Alex Fong and Stephy's Hou Hou Luen Ngoi ... Nice Love ~
such a nice song ...

Mun Choon > Kuan Shien > See Meng ... hahaha ~~~

5th December 2005

Slept most of my time for the day . I'm feeling really sick too . Wanted to vomit and diarrhea ... cow cow cow ! Feeling much better at the night and went to Asean Cafe in Subang with my friends for supper . So crowded with many goodlooking peoples eventhough its just monday night . Wow ... should come here more often liao . Hehe ..
Thought of catching up a midnight show too but too bad See Meng has to be the Cinderella girl ... 12am curfew ~ Hmm ...

6th December 2005

Went to Low Yatt again today to meet Chris . Just that this time , i brought a few friends of mine Kuan Shien , Mun Choon , See Meng and Chi Chung . Kuan Shien and Mun Choon wanted to cut and dye their hair ... well , they wanted to change their hairstyle now so i brought them to the place i did mine too . See Meng wanted to have a haircut while Chi Chung just wanted to see and hear my stories . hiehHehe ....

Reached there around 3pm and everything took around 3hours plus ... while they were doing their hair , Chris , Chi Chung and I went to McD for our lunch .. It's been really a long time since i last ate McD lor ... nothing much just ordered a double cheeseburger ~

When everything finally finished , three of them look really cool . Will post their goodlookin pics soon . HAha ... Then we went to Times Square's Foodcourt to take our dinner and we finally head back home .

Oh ya , the saloon that i went to , it was really awesome . I mean the workers and hairdresser there , they were so friendly , nice and goodlooking too . I really like the design of the shop . I should have taken some pic of it to promote the shop horr ? Haha ...

Erm , im feeling really sick just now when i reached home . My stomach is filled with gas and feel like wanna throw up . So i went to sleep just now and ... now i dont have much mood to do anything . Awaken now and ... so boring again . Hehe ... who can cure me ? Ish ish ...

Right after i blogged , i went down to get some food . My mum called me and so i massaged her . I teared when i massaged her all the way . I have no idea why ... i just cried ... it was dark so she couldnt see .... oh well ...

Stomache again . Feel so sick sick sick !! Damn ...
Anyway , i remembered something that i wanted to blog . Its bout this lengtjai who always called me to talk on phone ... woooOoo ~ Naahhh ... this is the lengtjai lorrr ... hehHEhe =p blerk ...

Next is mr wh ... haha ... this cacated superman .. always busy helping to save the world ! Prince of dc ... haha ~

This picture was edited by superman ... so i thought i would just post it here lorr ... haha ~

Haihz ... was bloggin just now and suddenly the IE went error . Now have to retype ! Hmmphh ... bloody fool ~

3rd December 2005

Today was the day i've been waiting for .. we are helding a gatherin in one of my friends house ... steamboat ~
Chris and I took our brunch in KFC ... after that , we went to Chi Chung's house to help them out . Kar Lai and Ying Yin was there too ... my job was to clean all the stuffs there while Chris and the girls are making the dumpling and wantan . Oohh ... nice nice ~
After that , we just sat there and chitchat ... laugh here laugh there like crazy people .. haha .. then later on , Chi Chung's mum cooked mee bandung for us . Its so tasty ... weeee ~

We went back around 4pm to shower and change our clothing . After that , we went to 7elevan to buy some ice cubes for the drinks . Yeah , the meal starts around 6.30pm . Around 18 people was there . It was so kewl .... so many many food !! We have 4types of fishball , crabstick , squid , dumpling , wantan , prawns , tofu , yee mee , abalonemushroom , golden mushroom , and alots more . Cant remember much ... just know that most of the food is unfinished cause its just too much !! HEheheh ...

Oh yeah , i brough my little puppy over to the party later night and ... hahaha ~~ so funny la !! I love my puppy so much now ... so cute so cute so cute ~ !!
Din take much pic just a few lorrr .. haihz ... wait my friend ba ~

Aahhh ~ its one of the greatest night i ever had in this year . Chris and i had so so so much fun .. heheheh ... Laughter all the way . Im so happy and i truly enjoyed it with my heart . Thanks so much for all the hardwork people !! Went home around 12.30am ... showered and sleep !! Cause we were just too tired ... waaaa ~

4th December 2005

Ohhhh .... we woke up so late today !! Around 12pm cause we were to exhausted ! I bring Chris out for lunch and then back home . We both massaged my mum for so many times already . My mum love him so much . She said that Chris massaging skill was superb ! I think Chris can open his own massaging centre ! I switched on the tv today and saw 2 chinese show . My goodness ... one of the show is Super Generation channel 31 . It was about 5 guys who is actively inclinedwith sports . As far i remembered , all the 5 guys was so damn hot n cute ! Gosh ... even the girls are screaming there ...
Another show was Guess at channel 32 . HAhaha .. this was totally funny . They invited 5 guys who felt themselves are feminine and more lady like ... the contestants was truly shockin . They look so pretty and cute eventhough they are guys . They dance even hotter and wilder than the girls man !! Weeee wwiiiiittt.....

After everything finished , Chris suggested an idea to me . He wanted to dye his hair in low yatt . Then he asked me to follow him as i also wanted to cut n dye my hair . Wanted to have a new hairstyle ! So i just went there without asking any permission ... how uncool hor ? The saloon name was De Headline Saloon . The hairdresser is Chris's friend so its kinda nice .. at least someone who can be trusted . Chris also said that he is a very skillful person in this field ! WOooo ~

So i highlight redbrown while Chris dyed fully brownish gold . Mine was 110 in total . Well , im very satisfied cause Chris also said it was nice !! Im not sure what other thinks though ... hHehehe ...

Then we went to the Hawker near Lot 10 and took our dinner ... Gosh ... took a bowl of ramen and i got stomache !! Hmmphh ... meet one of my netfriend there Alvan with his friends . Walked abit and i have to go home already cause i cant stand the pain ! Chris had to go to Kelana Jaya to meet his friend to take stuffs .
So i went back to Shah Alam alone ...

I had fun today but kinda sad when have to depart with some people ... hmmm ....

This is the pic of the puppy i got from my friend and ... myself ~ Okay .. the lights are really low ... cant see at all .. nevermind laa .. see me enough la .. haha !!! please laaaaaa dont laugh ...

Just sleep for few hours and i woke up early in the morning . Talked a lil to my mum while i was massaging her . She told me she is suffering and she is just like a burden to all of us . She just hope that God will take her back to His side . Hmmm ... what can i say bout this ? I don't want to see her suffer anymore yet i wanted her to be by my side . I'm such a selfish creature . I teared when she talked bout this ... hmmm ...

As i have promised my friend yesterday , i will accompany him in sg wang area . I was supposed to show up at 12.30pm yet ... i reached around 1.30pm !! Aah , such a shamed . Heheh ... Eventhough its just weekdays but the crowd ... wow ... and so damn many goodlooking people . Well , not handsome but goodlooking . Around 50 people i see , there is 1 guy who is like so damn handsome . He is hanging out with his girlfriend who is also one pretty hot chick . Well , they are the only couple i saw that attracts me so much ! Really handsome and pretty . Aihz , see enough lor .

Firstly took my lunch in TimeSquare's foodcourt . I received a cute lil puppy chain from my friend . Damn ... its so cute ! Thanks lorr . I love puppy and cute stuffs so much . Tsk tsk .. then we went for a walk and eventually we end up in NeWay . Singing all my heart out for that day . No idea why , but i teared when i sang some songs in there . Hmmm ... how come le ? After the singing , my friend invite me for a dinner at bukit bintang . Well , had my shocked of the day . Something suprising happened ... phew ... anyway , its past already . Hehe ... but that incident lose all my appetite . Did not finished my meal ... phew ... just wasted like that .

Reached home around 11.30pm . So tired and didnt do much after that . Just sat down and listen to songs again . Then went to play game and watch anime again . Cant sleep until 4am .
As for today , woke up early in the morning around 8am because i need to fetch my friend for morning market . We are going to have a gathering party in my friend house tomorrow . Steamboat !! So i drove them to morning market and tesco to get some seafood and stuffs . They are having a real promotion there and so many aunties are there already fighting for the seafoods ! Gosh ... feel so damn akward . A kiddo have to fight with them for food !! Arhh ...

After the shopping , drove to the market again for breakfast !! Holy cow , my friend was so damn funny . She really almost makes me choked to death with my curry mee . I was so full because she keep making me laugh . I really couldnt hold back and laugh like crazy . Its been so long since i've been laughing like this . Haha ... so shameful ~

Today , my friend Chris will come over to my place to overnight . Right now , he is playing his online game ferentus while me ... im just typing this . Lol ... i will bring him to help out for the steamboat preparation so i asked him to come over earlier . HAhaa ... pity you Chris . Hopefully tomorrow will be an enjoyable day . At least will make all my bad mood flow away .
Recently , i couldnt eat well and sleep well . I ate less than half of what i used to eat and i sleep only few hours everyday . Yet im not tired . Hmmm ... im really going crazy soon .

Currently im listening to Gigi's Shun Shi Zhen aka clockwise . This song always makes me tears . Really feel sad everytime i hear this song . Anyone know this song ? It has a deep meaning behind it . Nice ...

Here i am again . Did nothing much in the afternoon . Just getting myself to be a pig . Well , i had a very traumatic dream then . It was rather childish yet scary . I hate and fear cockroach the most and yet ... i have to fight with them in the dream . Thousands of them ... yuck !!

While i was sittin in front of the pc listening to music ... i saw a box of chocolate . Its cadbury brand and yeah ... i took and look at it . Suddenly , my tears started to roll down my cheeks . I dont think i will eat another piece of this chocolate soon . I scared that if i eat it bit by bit ... it will be finished one . I just dont wish that to happened cause its a gift .. a gift to encourage me for my STP exam from someone special . Oh well , i guess im going to keep it safe somewhere . Hope it wont expired soon though .. hehe ...

Currently listening do Nicholas Teo's Dream ... eventually i have not heard of this song before but now .. its so familiar ... i used to listen to it everyday . Everytime i call someone , this is the caller ringtone song .
Ahh ... feeling so tired right now . Feel like my bones are breaking and my mind is exploding . If anyone here do miss me , why not give me a misscall ? So i could know who are you ... =)

Hmm ... yesterday was interesting enough for me . Finally after a year ... i get to hang out with my best friends . Following me in my pajero was Matthew , Kuan Shien , Ying Yin , Kar Lai and his younger sis , Chin Siong , See Meng and Caroline . Phew ... 9 people including in my car wow ~ hehehe ... Reached Pyramid around 12pm . Most of them wanted to watch Harry Potter but as for me ... i'm not so in the mood to watch any movie yet so i was leave behind with See Meng . Well , she is not interested in it too .. Haha .. Just like brother just like sister huh ?

After my friends went into the cinema , i brought See Meng to Secret Recipe for light snack . She ordered herself a NewYork CheeseCake and i got myself an OreoCheeseCake with a Chocolate Milk Shake .. nyum nyum ... all my favourite ~ hehehe .. well , this meal was on me so though !
We sat there and chitchat for around 2hours before we finally get our butts to move . It's been a really long time since i have this kind of conversation with her . Hardly able to get the chances .

Around 3.15pm , Caroline called me up and told me they had finished watching the movie and wanna meet up . So after meeting up , went to KimGary for lunch ? Well , it was 4pm so can i consider it as high tea ? Hmmm ... Surprisingly , im always the one who have to do the payment first . We'll the bil is around 90+ and there goes ...

Yeah , reached back home around 7pm and i feel so sick . Don't even have the appetite for dinner already eventhough my dad bought me dinner . Later then , i vomitted and only then i feel better .

As for today , woke up around 9am cause i sleep really early yesterday ... now its almost 11am and i havent take my breakfast yet . Hmmm ... so lazy and so hoping someone could ask me to go for breakfast and feed me .. hhaha ~~ who want to feed me ?

Oh ya , was browsing through the net just now and found this webbie ... its a great news for king of fighters fans !!
http://www.snkplaymore.jp/official/kof-xi/
its the latest installment of king of fighters ... after 2 years of taking a break from kof03 .. finally a new game new name new image is formed ... phew .. cant wait for it !!

As for me , im currently playing a mmorpg now . Its called ferentus ...
http://www.ferentus.com
Anyone care to join me in this game ? Hope to have more friends in there ~ hehe ...