On 22nd of February , I planned ahead that I will make a call to Marcus . After chatting with him , spilling out every feeling of unsatisfactory of mine to him then I will slowly forget bout my feeling towards him . Yet that is just my plan .
Night , I called him . I got hanged up for I-Don't-Know-How-Many-Times . After minutes and minutes of ringing , finally he picked up . Yet I got Scolded ! First time ever in my life , he scolded me . I was broken . Fully broke into dust . Haha ... then 2 hours later , he called back . He apologizes to me . A big one too . I was so speechless back then . Yet , the convo runs better after sometime . I finally get to spill out all my feelings . Not all but most of it . I really felt much better . After this , I should do what I should be doing . =)
Been doing nothing much . Just went out or stay at home due to ke-pokai-an . Haha ... Friday was Jeffrick and my sister's birthday . Older one year liao lo ... while saturday was Jack's birthday . I felt so bad i couldn't go to meet Jack . Wanted to buy him present but i was out of cash ... so just delay la .
As for yesterday , went to Midvalley for a job training . We're going to promote our product on the KL Marathon event coming soon . Gonna start working from thursday till sunday .
Oh well , not much mood to blog liao . Sick sick ... today is worst . First time ever in my life , i had a nightmare . I woke up from that dream and i was totally sweating . Then i can't move . You know .. those feelings ? Like having something sitting on you ? Just couldn't move . Sigh ... i was freaking out . Cause this ain't the first time i got the feeling but it's the first time during the night !! When i get to move , i quickly woke up on the lights . I went down and just watch tv . I was freaking out . No idea why . Sigh ... 4am i was awaken . Watch tv till 6am then went online .
I was kinda happy that refuel and axel was there for me . Chat with them awhile till sunrise then i went back to sleep . I was so childish huh ? Haihz ...
Anyway , i'm so tired now . Oooo ~
pOsteD bY mR.kHoo
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