Yesterday , met an old friend , Alvin , in Pyramid . Finally he chose this life . He had a boyfriend now just recently named Freddie . Yeah , first time meeting his boyfriend , I got a shocked . He looked totally like Chun Hao . Not only the way he looked , the way he talked to me , the way he looked at me , the way he smile and laugh , the way he post for pictures ... so much similarity to Chun Hao . I know it might sound very overwhelming but its true . I asked Freddie does anyone say that he look like Leo Ku . Guess what ... he say he had heard this thousands of time . Which Chun Hao also looked like Leo Ku . Sigh ...
I almost cried there ...
When I reached home at 2am like that ... i started to cry . I was alone again . Always alone in the room . My father has never been home since the starting of chinese new year . Even today , he came back for dinner and he went out again ... i know what is happening but i never blamed him . I just hope he can start to tell us ...
Today , Chun Hao called me . I was surprised as i was crying then . I wasnt that happy because i know my friend asked him to call . I guess he never wanted to call me anyway ... it felt so fu him . Maybe i thinked too much ... maybe im right . I will never know . Just that im very suffering now .
pOsteD bY mR.kHoo
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