First of all , Happy Single Awareness Day ~ Hahah ... obviously that includes me . Well , nothing bad about being single right ? We are not alone , many people out there who is still single yet enjoying their lifes . At least being single , we can focus in our education and career . At the same time , saving our finance matter . Hehehe ... It's really true right ? Giving away 4 present per year will really make a hole right through our wallets . Christmas , Valentines , Anniversary and Birthday presents .. wooo hoo ~

Well , how's my valentines ? Eventually i was supposed to celebrate it alone this year just like every year i do . However a guy asked me out during the afternoon to Time Square for a movie n lunch . Yeah his name is Leo . A guy that Freddie introduced to me the other day . Though i enjoyed my lil time with Leo , but i felt something missing . My heart is utterly confused . Dilemma to be exact ...

During late evening , Jack came over for me . He passed a present and treat me dinner . It was simple but i was very happy . Had a long talk with Jack ... it didnt turn out to be very good but it wasnt the worst . It should be for the best of us . I just hope he will still be there for me though we're just friends for now . Also that he will be able to get over himself from the past and start a new life ahead .

You might never knew this but Jack , everytime you smile at me and said " Don't think too much " ... my heart will smile with you . It's so sweet . A feeling that i get whenever i see that someone smile at me . It was already past but its still so fresh in my mind . Many would say why would i still like someone who already has a bf now . I would skip the question as i do not know how to answer . All i wish is someday he would still smile at me =)