Yesterday was one of the very important day for me and all other STPM candidates of year 05 . Could not sleep well the whole night fearing that I might not even pass . Did not do much in the early morning , just went online and yeah ... saw some of my friends onlined too . No doubt , everyone was asking each other about their feelings and blablabla ...

I get prepared as I will be going at 11 sharp . Along with me was Kuan Shien , one of my bestest buddy during and after school . Silence . That's all I could feel throughout the journey to school . Funny that I'm having a lil shivering when I'm driving . I guess it's common for anyone at all on a day like this huh ?

There were plenty of cars parked outside and so I did the same too . As my friend and I were walking to the school hall , saw lotsa of our friends . Yeah , chitchatted and blablabla ... Yet the most important thing was that everyone came to congrat my best buddy !! Why ?? He is one out of the three students who get 4 flat in our school . We only have less than 100 STPM pupils in our school so I guess 3 4 flats and around 10+ of 4 A's students does consider good . My friend was shocked alright . Thinking that everyone played him .

Okie , most of my friends were in the hall holding their certificate already .

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* Nothing much happening just some scary scary feelings when opening my cert *

So my results were not alright . Just as I thought . What I could say is that hardwork pays . Whatever effort you put in will be written in the certificate . As for me , I guess it's alright . Not really okay but I can accept what I get . It's already over now ...

I received alot of smses and calls asking me regarding my results . Thanks everyone for the care .

Jolene and Ying Yin followed me back home to borrow the internet connection . Later on , Esmond and Caroline came by too . They just wanted to search for the courses in universities and stuffs .

This is the website that we are looking at by the way . It's really helpful .

www.kexijifen.com
www.fsi.com.my

My friends and I planned to go for the seminar talk in Wisma MCA that starts at 7 pm . It was said that they held this talk every year to help most of the STPM / Matrix / SPM students to decide and to apply for courses .

Well , it's hurting but truthful of what they said . Don't have that mood to type out everything now . Maybe some other time .

Night , my mood went raging . Miss someone yet couldn't chat with ... my tooth was aching like hell . I can stand almost everypain but not this . It's connected to my brain nerves and so ... it's torturing me !! Also , there was shortage of water supply at my bathroom . Making me unable to shower at all ...

Ate 2 panadols before I went to sleep . Waking up in the morning , my mood did not went quite well too . I hope everything will be alright . This renovation is really gettin on my nerves ....